[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Good to hear your back on and I totally agree with you here that we shouldn't make the reboot all about the process of abstaining from PMO
It's better to focus on other things that we are passionate about instead of hyper focusing/worrying about not relapsing all the time
It's like "oh no, I hope I don't mess up and lose my streak today", it's majorly counter-intuitive to the healing aspect of it

 

Day 0
I relapsed. More to do with me staying idle all day, not doing anything productive. I shd start studying more, won't think about p. Its motivating to see ppl getting to 45 days without pmo, I thought I am fully determined to do quit, but there are ppl more determined, with better self control. I am not the best, but I want to be. I'm gonna be the greatest.

 

Day 0/90
I just started today. Just after writing my first post, I saw a hot actress on twitter, wanted to pm, but won't, rather, would write here and wait for the urge to subside. Cheers!

 

Just finished 60 days chalenge. I am thankful to God for these 60 days of freedom.
Today start new chelenge: 90 days.

61 of 90 today.

 

Days 3 & 4 checkin

 

I'm gonna start this. 0/90

 

Day 6.

 

Day 30. Had some difficult moments yesterday, but they passed away again and I'm really glad that I didn't give in them to those feelings.

 

My first day
I hope that I can complete it successfully

 

01/90 (nofap streak 2)

 

I relapsed iam starting again 0/90

 

Daily check-in. On day 72.

 

Day 1/90

 

Day 17/90

 

Day 7 check in. Or a week , sounds better like this lol, however one day at a time is the way i should think. Stay mentally strong guys!

 

I'm starting again 0/90 . I learned from my relapses that I need to be very strong

 

Day 78

 

Going on 4 days for the second time on this challenge, for some reason this time from my last relapse Porn seems to be less and less interesting to me and my care to masturbate. It's been 6+ years since I last had sex with a good friend of mine. Starting to feel like I'll never get there again or have something with a woman. This day in age its hard, but seems easy as pie for other guys who are full of charisma, etc. Even meeting girls at my job is hard enough when everyone is pretty much taken..

 

Day 42/90 (marks the 6th week of my reboot, I remember I started on a Tuesday)
Technically this would be 58 days without P but I'm only counting PM this streak
Feeling less urges to M without P in my life, a few sexual fantasies now and then but I'm getting better at picking them out and blocking them with non-sexual thoughts
I sometimes visualize a porno I saw before in my head but I quickly get disgusted with myself when I see it, as if my brain is healing itself from all the damage I've done to it over the years
I'm starting to see the effects of this reboot, I was skeptical going into this maybe in the first 3 weeks but now I have complete faith in the process because I feel like a better version of myself
Have a blessed day all of you and keep on keeping on!