[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Completed day 8 yesterday and soon to complete day 9 today. Bring on day 10 bitches haha.

 

Woah man, that`s really cool that you explained it with this picture. Thanks ^^, now I understood it xD

 

Eight day!

 

Day 23
Today I forced me to go to school.... it was awful. In every lesson I got laced into by teachers. Well the most time I didn`t listened to the teachers and drawed a cool picture, but wasnt caught ...he he...
Also I noticed that Im very unconcentrated. Dont know why, maybe not enough sleep? Or that Im sitting toooooo long on the PC? Or that I had toooo much sleep?
The most of them in school annoy me, so glad that I got my Bro there, the only person who doesn`t annoys me ^^
What I also noticed is that I smiled the whole day and was "happy", but deep inside, I was sad, I wanted to cry. I just pretended to be happy and in a good mood. Maybe its only withdrawal symptoms from porn? Or am I mentally disturbed? Nah think not

 

12/90
I had a good day with a lot of positive vibes. I had an easy day in school, and after that I had a real good jam.

 

Daily checkin. 9/90. wet dream last night. I thought I relapsed and even started to feel guilty and shameful in the dream. then I woke up and realized I did not relapse. Anyone know how to get rid of these stupid wet dreams? Man this process is so incredibly hard!!

 

Day 1/90

 

Day 41/90 .

 

6/90

 

Daily check in.

Day 46.

 

I'm starting again. Relapsed! Better understanding of triggers. Let's keep it focused and get busy!

 

I failed again

 

Relapse: MO...ugh. For me it was a mixture of things though I’m not shying away from this challenge nor from being responsible. This site and everyone here helps me to face up to things even when I’d rather not; also never to give up. Keep up the fight everyone!

 

Day 23/90 started. Yesterday was a great day for me. I was full of energy. Took many photos with lots of my friends. I was good looking in photos too. Thanks to nofap. And all the moments spent with friends were beautiful. Yesterday was one of the good days I ever had. Today I am what I am is because of the nofap. Cheers guys.

 

Day 2 for me. Going strong. Trying to be mentally strong and let my thoughts go. Urges and desires are the hardest to conquer. And conquering them doesn't mean NOT having them at all, or pushing them away hard or force yourself to do something else to get your mind away from them. I think it means to just being able to ignore them and them not affecting you. Once you do that, they won't bother you anymore. But as you do that, the stronger you are mentally the harder the challenge. That is the law of karma. And I am ready for it. I will accept what comes to me and will observe it.

 

I’ve been there it’s a slippery slope my friend. If you’re willing, I’d avoid the places that trigger that compulsive “just a little more”

 

Day 1

 

12/90...not letting sexual fantasies gain any traction, redirecting when they come up...ran 7 miles today, felt good...keep going everyone!

 

04/90

 

Understanding is half the battle. Well-done. Carry on.