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My story, i've ruined my dick, in need of help. 18m

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by FixMeUp, Feb 22, 2019.

  1. FixMeUp

    FixMeUp Fapstronaut

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    Okay so I'd like to share my story, and hope that anyone has any suggestions for me how to go about recovery from how i've messed up myself. Anyways.


    Early life
    I started masturbating at the age of 6-7. I would lie dragging myself on the floor until i came dry without getting hard, probably pressuring and hurting my dick in the process. My parents would even see me doing this often but didn't relaize what i was doing.

    Teens
    Started masturbating regularly and at some age could cum normally, but i started a fucking stupid habit of edging every single time i masturbated. Often for like 30-60 minutes. And i would do kegels more and more constantly.

    2018 where it started going downhill
    At the start of the year the kegeling would get to the extent that i actually had to do kegeling to push out the sperm to come, altough i didn't have the same kind of sensation/arousal. But never the less i continued doing this every single time i was masturbating, and wasn't able to arrive unless i did so. I also continued edging.

    2019 where it really went wrong
    At the start of this year i continued my messed up masturbation habits, but also started feeling a lack of lust. This i belive may also be because of thyroid problems, wich may stem from forward head posture and being a mouth breather for 2 years of my life. But i dont know so if you have any knowledge regarding the subject I'd appriciate all the help i can get.(I have a consultation for this very soon as i have other symptoms, muscle weakness, sensitivity to cold, brain fog)

    Never the less my lust is at an all time low and i cant cum normally. I think i might've fucked up the muscles, and it feels like my anal/prostate (Im not good with these terms, is all messed up probably from engaging those muscles went masturbation and kegeling.) Everything feels kinda off and tight with me now and I'll tell my doctor everything as soon as i get an appointment. Had to reject a girl who wanted to get with me for the first time in my life because of these problems. Im happy for all the help i can get, if recovery even is possible.
     
  2. FixMeUp

    FixMeUp Fapstronaut

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    Guess this was to weird for this place. However its true
     
  3. Nil_Siraxn

    Nil_Siraxn Fapstronaut

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    You didn't break your dick i don't think, i struggled with prone masturbation too man, im no expert on not masturbating at all but i did beat prone masturbation and once you stop everything will be normal again. Then stop masturbating completely, save the orgasm for real sex.
     
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  4. SevenF

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    Hey welcome brother. You have made the right decision coming here. I believe you have overused your sex related hormones and some chemicals in your brain. Please understand that you are in control. Your mind should understand that you will need it to change keep telling that to yourself out loud. Take it seriously and get on your plan with abstaining from all sexual related activities. This gives time for your body to do its normal job of balancing things in your body. You might use some herbs as well to help you with the soberity. Don't let the past stress you rather focus on each improvement and enjoy it. Never give up too.
     
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  5. FixMeUp

    FixMeUp Fapstronaut

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    I stopped prone masturbating long ago at like 13. I've masturbated normally for years. The problem now is i can't cum or orgasm without constantly pushing the musles and doing kegels to push out the cum, wich is not really pleasurable at all.
     
  6. Nil_Siraxn

    Nil_Siraxn Fapstronaut

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    I would recommend not doing anything for awhile but if you’re worried that this won’t fix itself practice simply relaxing while you masturbate, don’t flex anything, just let it happen naturally. If your pelvic muscle was weak you would have other very noticeable symptoms.
     
  7. FixMeUp

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    Okay but i never ever wake up with an erection and I'e tried relaxing the muscles and cumming but it doesn't work. + as i mentioned im preety sure i hahe thyroid pain and problems wich has caused me to have absolutely no lust at all lately, or i hope thats issue if its fixable atleast.
     
  8. Nil_Siraxn

    Nil_Siraxn Fapstronaut

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    Lack of libido can be caused by hypothyroidism but that’s very common and treatable so nothing to worry about. But the fact that you’re worried about it can put you in a flatline. Stress is a serious libido killer and will stop you from having morning erections. Ik from personal experience, I couldn’t get it up once and I didn’t get an erection alone again until my girlfriend and I talked about it and I calmed down. I now get morning wood everyday. Just don’t assume that you’re in any serious trouble yet, you never self diagnose as 9/10 you’re wrong. Just talk to your doctor and tell him that you’re having issues. But until you do just try to be optomistic, I promise you you’ll feel a lot better and your libido may even return!
     
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  9. Liam_here

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    I also did prone masturbation now I'm recovering from it so I can't sup masturbating so I will be doing mastryabtuon by hand for straight 3p days from today will it help?
     
  10. FixMeUp

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    Thanks okay I'll be looking into that. But I have no problems getting erection tho just never in the morning unless i like "manually" get it up doing kegels.
     
  11. Liam_here

    Liam_here Fapstronaut

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    So I've been prone masturbaring since was 12 or 14 until 16 I never knew that there was any other way to masturbate I went to healthustroke and found a way to overcome this situation but I coudnt abstain from masturbating beacsue I keep going back to prone so I decided to do masturbation by hand for every day for the next 30 days and to save my dick because prone kinda ruined my dick but the problem is that everytime I masturbate I couldnt last for even 2 mins and I ejaculate in less than 2 mins can anyone help me out ! (I use porn to help me out tho)
     
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  12. BodyMindSuffering

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    Welcome and good luck. Like me you can come on the sub reddit also because atleast for me it's convenient there to remain in touch using the Reddit App in my phone.
    https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap
     
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