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Cried after years!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Brown Sugar, Feb 7, 2019.

  1. Brown Sugar

    Brown Sugar Fapstronaut

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    Yesterday I relapsed again. I was talking with this girl for a long time. We have been doing sexting on many occasions. I have mentioned this before. I have a nice girlfriend whom I met regularly but idk why I lose my mind. This girl on Instagram text me whenever she is horny bc she can't date a guy bc she has very controlling parents. I started talking then started video chat and within a minute she removed her dress I ejaculated. I ended the chat. I was pushing my dick to be hard and erected eventually it happens. After the session, I was feeling measurable, lonely and anxious then I cried ,I cried like a teenager. I am 29 yo male and I have been believed that men don't cry.
    After the years of abuse of PMO, I had a great streak of 174 days but unfortunately broke my commitment.
    Guys, pls tell me what to do. I started again on 22nd Jan with almost no libido and erection then after a week I started feeling better but my erection is very short. Do I need to go hard mode? Am I suffering from pied?
    I want to marry, have kids and live like a normal individual.
     
  2. Sounds like you are going into pied. But you can reverse it. PM me if interested.
     
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  3. Brown Sugar

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  4. You can still take things under your control. You need to work hard and soon you'll get well again. I recommend at least 60 days hard mode to you. Good luck.
     
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  5. Brown Sugar

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    Yes, I am starting new streak and pretty hopeful that I will achieve this. Thanksi
     

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