Dating a Guy

So I just signed up and want to be free from porn. It's only been about 3 data. I have been fapfree for up to 2-3 months sometimes but loneliness drive me back to it.

Now there are two guys inI chatting with. They're Christian and I'm trying to figure out whether this will work or not.

I've wondered if porn fueled my interest in guys and whether getting away from it might hero me appreciate a woman.

I dunno. 29y/o never had sex with a woman only been with guys.

 

Apologies for the extended silence...holidays. Happy New Year!
Before I had ever watched porn I was curious about guys and went through the whole show and don't tell phase.

It was an interest but wasn't something I'd experienced. I distinctly remember having a crush on two girls. That was when I was much younger though.

 

It's true. Started counseling for the first time in my life so we'll see!

It's now been 18 days. It's a little easier though I am attempting to nurture real life relationships and see what happens.

I've never had sex with a woman but there's a lady locally who knows about me and wants to "help me out"? Should I go for it?

 

We're supposed to hang out 1/12... I'm afraid it not being able to get hard.... I've never been with a woman

 

I appreciate that. It does feel forced...

She ended up forgetting and Hanging out with friends. I ended up booking up in a threesome...not proud of it but was happy that I didn’t PMO.

 

Yes I'm definitely gay - had a couple boyfriends in the past. I've had a curiosity about women recently but haven't had the opportunity to explore it yet. Yep 2 other guys.

 

Yeah I'm pretty sure I didn't come here for that. I came here to stop living off PMO....

 

Started working with this new girl at my job. I think she likes me and she was really nice to me today. Made me feel good