[60-CHALLENGE] THE SIXTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

So reset yesterday, 50 days in to this challenge, 126 days streak. Yet, happier than ever! I wrote more here:

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/reset-story-success-story-in-one.209344/

Keep going everyone, it’s worth it, everything else is a lie!

 

On day 3/60

Some slight sexual thoughts before sleep yesterday. No urges though. So far everything goes smooth for me. Keep it up everybody.

 

11/60

 

50/60

Ten days left!

 

Day 22 complete!

 

Hey @chiyu I never caught that post # - thanks! And THANKS for the recognition. Took a few days off from everything over the new year and coming back to join my community in kicking of the new year. It's certainly a great feeling. Yeah I've done the same with the panic button just have the inspirational pieces. Some great stuff in there.

Good luck to you and see you over in the 90.

 

Interesting accounts there @Force Majeure - I had very similar early experiences with the discovery of porn followed by an explosion of friendships. There was about an 8 year gap from my teens to early 20s where I was then in my first marriage. Difficulties there and the inability to be vulnerable in expressing my needs led me back to porn. After my marriage ended the porn filled in the gaps between significant relationships. In reality it never really stopped for 35+ years after that. Now in my early 60s I'm facing the truth for the first time and dealing with it. It is not easy by a long stretch because, as we know, old habits die hard. Yet counter to the other saying you CAN teach an old dog new tricks. That's what I'm working on now.

One day at a time.

 

I had some similar nights in the past week when the edging was way too long. And yes...imagining the counter saying zero is a huge motivator to stop edging. The thought of starting all over again is depressing to be honest!

 

day 2 i had a vivid dream last night the most vivid sexual dream iv ever had and its been such a fight to stop myself from relapsing today! its excruciating, telling myself i'm stronger and keeping myself occupied

 

2/60 for 2019

 

Day 23 complete!

 

35 Days.

 

51/60.

This night I dreamed about a beautiful girl and we had fun. What is sad about the whole story though is that the things we did was so infected by seductive porn I've seen. I really wish I had treated her more nicely in my dream...

When I have completed this challenge (which I do in PMN-mode, N=nocturnal emission) I think it's time to actively replace bad fantasies with good fantasies...

 

It's definitely possible to learn an old dog new tricks. Be aware though this is not the same thing as replacing old tricks with new ones! This was my aha-moment after three months of no pm. I wrote about it in this post:
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-experience-after-three-months-of-no-pm.190551/

The result of this was that I created the 10% of your pm-career challenge which you may want to take when you feel ready. This puts your goal in relation to how much time you have put into the porn business. I can imagine it will be quite some time for you but I'm sure you will understand why this is a good thing after the experience you've had in your life.
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...ge-the-10-of-your-pm-career-challenge.190563/

Quitting porn has been the single best thing I have done the last 25 years.

I wish you a big good luck and I hope you will find your true self in life.

 

Thanks discovery, and best wishes for you too!

 

Day 3/60

 

Day 1/60 done.

 

Checking in! 3 days done!

 

12/60

 

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