For how long do you indulge in a PMO "session"?

I usually do edging for about 40-60 minutes, and I dont even know how many videos I can watch in that moment...

Once I did edging for about 3 hours in the night. The next day was one of the worst days of my life. I did feel like shit, not mentally but psyshically.

 

This is such a great post... I genuinely thought 'it was just me' who masturbated this way.
It really helps to know I'm not alone.

 

The main topic is that we usually think if we dont get to the orgasm we are doing it in the correct way. But the problem is not in the orgasm, cause you are allowed to have sex or masturbate without porn, the problem is in the compulsive behavior of watching porn.

 

for hours, sometimes for a whole day, while playing long porn games, sometimes all night.

 

I usually edge and for a very long time , sometimes I even do it for a whole day , which really tends to have really bad consequences both physically and mentally, For me I think it happens because I know PMO is bad and I want to quit it but I say to myself just one more time before quitting for good, which will make me edge so a can enjoy this last fap fully , but it never ends up being the last time.

 

Usually 7-8 hours. When I have the house to myself overnight, you're looking at 12-18 hours, then 6 hours sleep, and go again the next day.

 

Lol,
my sessions were always really short... Less than 10 minutes, like a drug. But usually up to a few times during a day. Never found edging to be attractive. Seems like I'm addicted to O more than P. Not sure what's worse...

P.S. Addicted for 2 digital number of years.

 

The time is the worst part of it all. Anywhere from 30 minutes up to 7 hours, most times 2-4 hours.

I've gone to 12 step and therapy, and now I really see how much it is a true blue addiction, how I really am getting high, sitting there for hours getting a slow drip of dopamine in a horribly unnatural way. Afterward I have a buzz in my body, not a good one. not terribly bad, but I know something's off. Likely my brain figuring what's what after having been milked for dopamine for so long.

I hate it. Relapsed just last night

 

I usually just watch one video , M and O , feel disgusted after and just close the video, can't binge a lot

 

I never really understood how guys can just do a quick 5-10 minute job and leave it at that. To me that's like going to the theme park, going on one ride and then going home. I on the other hand want to go on every ride there and not leave until the gates are about to close and the staff have all left. Once I'm in I'm like a fat kid in a candy store, I just can't get enough of it. It's not that I need that volume of stimulation to reach the end goal(orgasm), I could quite easily bust and go within a minute but that just seems like a monumental waste to me. That feeling when you're on the brink of O is incredible and I want to prolong that as much as possible, that and seeing as many hot bitches doing hot things as I can. I could quite easily lose most of the day edging and this went on for years.

I guess that explains why I'm so fucked up and it's going to take a lot longer than 90 days to reverse - if that's even possible.

 

Vice versa, sir. I'm kinda picky about the vid but once I choose one then I'm done and after MO I no longer need more rides. After a couple of hours I might feel that "catching syndrom" and do it again for 5-10m with 1 vid.

 

I wish that I'd used it like that. Got into it when I was a kid, I played the erotic games which kind encourage long sessions, and then later in my teens I got into a terrible message board where the culture totally encouraged PMO like it was nothing to be thought of. It was all a big joke. It Really messed me up. I'm still trying to puzzle back healthy sexuality from all of it, but my brain is real mixed up.