What i miss and the things i had to leave before Nofap.

Out of all of the things that i miss, it is not Porn. That thing is the past and every time i pass by a meme showing a p site or something related to porn i laugh because it's sometime i see as a waste of time for me and isn't worth the quick release. Now the thing i MISS the most is not able to watch shows or movies that are funny but also have a lot of sexual things in it. Its pretty hard to find a good movie pr show nowadays that doesn't have anything related to p.

 

I am scared too. But what about just watching the movie and have fun without M. Did you try that? I mean you are on your 347th. You may have some control power!

 

Yeah I definitely have control over my urges but once your on a high streak your really sensitive to triggers it’s not that I’m going back and gonna relapse but it’s gonna make me feel like I’m not doing the right thing it can mess up your mindset

 

I can relate. Just yesterday I was watching a YouTube music video that I thought was fine, but up came the ridiculously perfect looking bikini clad model and I said “Nope, not taking a chance”. I don’t have to watch or listen to that particular video. The music can be played in another way or I can just pass on it all together. Why take the chance on relapse when I’m feeling so good?

 

Yeah definitely once your on a high streak triggers are easily noticeable but at the same time I also have the self discipline of not acting onto those intense urges which only makes me even happier after defeating them