Last night I messed up my streak after drinking

Well, I drank a few beers and well, the buzz kicked in hard. I dont drink much but when I do I get hammered. So u did 108 days now I'm setting it back to 0 but it was a great streak.so what basically happened was got drunk. I ended up texting an escort and all that shit. I'm glad I didn't meet up with her but I still messaged her. Not only that but in my first post on this site I messaged the girl I have a thing for who I dont think she wants me and it's been silent for going on 3 months and then I was very drunk and I texted and emailed her. If I was clear in my head I doubt any of this would have happened. Not only that but I also masturbated. It wasnt to any porn but i can just vaguely remember it bc I was so out of it. I'll manage. Im not depressed but it's a good reminder that I need to stay on top and maybe give up drinking, I rarely drink anyway.Or just limit my intake on the special occasions when I do.

 

Thanks alot. I may just put it back, nobody is perfect.