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40 days clean! Relapsed And starting again.

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by thejoyprovider, Jan 8, 2015.

  1. thejoyprovider

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    Hi guys. I had written two forum posts already. One was the 26 years old journey starts and the other one was the Water Fasting.

    My biggest achievment was staying off porn for 46 days. And it was awesome. I am planning to start once again this journey and beat my previous score since the last days I kinda gave up into Porn, masturbation and nail eating habits once more.

    But once more I am going to make this work once again.

    So, Resetting the counter and starting once more.
     
  2. CL555

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    Well done on reaching a good, respectable number of days, pick yourself up, dust yourself off and smash your PB this time :) Good Luck :)
     
  3. thejoyprovider

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    Thanks buddy I apreciate your reply. It is true that you never go back to zero so each time getting stronger and stronger.
     
  4. Despot

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    Woah 36days, good job. I still didn't come that big but i am aiming for at least 90 days. Never give up, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger :)
     
  5. thejoyprovider

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    46 actually. Recheched the counter. So...Here we go again ;)
     
  6. adriatik28

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    hello @joyprovider. It's been a while and it's good to see you post again. Great job on your 46 day streak. Don't let the relapse get to you. I just went through a relapse last night and I've been struggling with some personal stuff lately. But still, let's choose to move forward. Let's continue with this fight!
     
  7. thejoyprovider

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    Just relapsed. Starting again. Letting you guys know so social complience can be help put things into balance.
     
  8. thejoyprovider

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    Day 0
    Starting again. Feeling terrible about the last series of relapses. On the other hand I have two amazing job opportunities in major cities that can really boost my career and financial situation. Remember that I have been almost in a homeless, zero money situation the last 7 months.

    I really need to get my stuff together, focus and stop masturbating now. :)
     
  9. adriatik28

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    Continue moving forward man! I know how you feel, but let's choose to get back up and move forward! Go grab that chance to live a better and meaningful life. All the best!
     
  10. Namekian23

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    I'm 26 as well so we have something in common. Good job man, you deserve it. In fact, you beat my streak of 39 days of no PMO and yes, that accomplishment was huge for me. I was proud of myself. I really need to get my motivation up and running again. Good luck with your journey man.
     
  11. thejoyprovider

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    Day 1
    Huge horniness. I wish I had a girl or girls around me :) . Starting to think seriously that I had not so much sex experience in my lif. Hopefully I get the job and a new life will start.
     
  12. diesel2256

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    Hang in there buddy, today is 46 for me and life keeps looking better.
     
  13. Good. Make a strategy. Recommit and Rededicate.

    All the best.

    :)
     
  14. thejoyprovider

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    Day 2 - Night
    There seem to be a connection between sadness, lonelyness, masturbation, food and nail eaiting. When I relapse usually a whole stuff of things happen at the same time. Nail biting, eating more etc etc.
    It's like I am having two states. One is totally stupidity and the second one is total wisdom.
    I wonder when I will find the golden ratio. I think I will when I get to fix my life. Get a job, friends, girlfriend. It's also this social enviroment of interdependence that creates balance.
     
  15. adriatik28

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    Hello @thejoyprovider. I relate about what you're sharing on certain points.

    Loneliness, depression, and sadness are triggers to PMO. Another trigger I also discovered from recent experience was anger. Anger, if not controlled, is one twisted fucked up trigger. My relapses were related to these triggers. It helps if we're aware of these emotions, as it reminds us that we're high-risk for a relapse. There's a need to "escape" from these emotions and PMO is an immediate but not effective coping. It's easy to relapse because of these, based from experience.

    We're human beings and we need to be "connected". I know it's hard to make new friends, meet girls, and find a satisfying job. But it's tough if we were to settle for anything less. Let's continue making an everyday effort to improve and develop ourselves. Take more risks. These are stuff I still learn and want to practice everyday. It won't happen all at once, but we have to take more chances and make more opportunities.

    More power to you man. Let's continue with this journey. Send me a message if you wanna talk about anything.
     
  16. thejoyprovider

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    Day 3
    Starting to feel like a winner. Just want to get a job and money move to my new appartment and start makin out with girls like there's no tomorrow.
    Really horny most of the day but in a good way :)
     
  17. thejoyprovider

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    Day 6
    Already? Nice 6 days no PMO. Goal is 43. I got the job in that major city. A new adventure starts and I will have no time to masturbate anyways.
     
  18. thejoyprovider

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    What you guys think of my nails?
     
  19. Sha95

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    Hello ! great to hear your accomplishment ! i have just started my 30 days abstinence. Lets see how it goes
     
  20. adriatik28

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    Hey man! Your hands and nails are okay. Continue taking care of yourself. Stop biting your nails!

    Keep fighting - here's to your 7th day and more ahead!
     

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