SOCIAL ANXIETY

Are you rebooting? If so, it will pass. During my withdrawals, I have serious anxiety and depression.

 

You have the solution in your question!!
You think that those bad videos and that evil habit has caused the problem, so put all your effort to stop doing those. And more important, develop a healthy lifestyle and a healthy mindset.
Exercise more and I suggest reading more about those things in which are not confident..
Knowledge is power, ie. knowledge will surely give us the confidence.
We all know, what we should do.. We just need the courage and inner strength and god's grace to do that right thing...
We are all here fighting a battle.. We all should win! We all will win!!

 

The longer I refrain from pornography and masturbation the more I am able to “flow” in social settings. By this I mean my cognitive skills become far more lucid, my eloquence returns, I even move more gracefully. When I am in the midst of my addiction everything becomes mechanical, I am dissociated from the world and morbidly self-conscious.

I go from being the protagonist in my own life-story to a NPC.

 

You will go through a huge emotional and physical rollercoaster, you will probably have headaches, urges strong as the Arnold S , but listen carefully, it all comes with time, give yourself some time, I right now struggle with emotional roller coaster, but at least, I feel happy and energized to the roof. I don't know what to suggest for keeping longer streak, I myself live in the dormitory, I have no opportunity to fap