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DonkeyKong Life After 90 Days

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by DonkeyKong22, Nov 9, 2014.

  1. DonkeyKong22

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    HAPPY CHRISTMAS.

    IT'S AMAZING HOW MUCH MORE ENJOYABLE FAMILY DAYS ARE WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THE SMELL OF CUM FOLLOWING YOU AROUND.
    pretty minging thought hey..
    stay solid. Happy Christmas team and good luck.
     
  2. NU-LIFE

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    Merry Christmas too you DK. Your success story is one of the huge inspirations for me. The fact you reached 120 is amazing. You can do it again.
    Much love brother, enjoy the family time.
     
  3. DonkeyKong22

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    Cheers NuLife. I'm sorry I didn't keep it going for you past 120. I really want to prove to myself that it doesn't need to end in a relapse. I'm really determined to completely break this addiction.
    I'm really feeling revved for 2015. I feel like 2014 was the year I learnt how to break my addiction and 2015 with a bit of luck and allot of work will be the year I break its back.

    So great day today. Apart from the urges after relapse these 6 days have been smoother than I would have dreamn't of before my 120 day run. Although 6 days doesn't sound much when I joined in august this would have been a massive success for me. So day by day I will climb back up the counter,

    Just to confirm the rules to my challenge ...
    No masturbation
    No looking at porn or purposely looking at any sexually provoking image.
     
  4. DonkeyKong22

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    Boxing Day. 6 and a bit days down. Look forward to rounding it up to a week. Slight urges but nothing I can't comfortably control today. Take care guys.
     
  5. DonkeyKong22

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    Been away for a couple of days with my wife. So it was a free ticket to a few porn free days. I'm home until the 5th of jan so i'm really working on a porn free holiday as previous years I have completely filled them with porn.
    Looking forwards towards a slightly longer goal up to the 31st of jan 2015. It will be great to get a solid start to the new year.
    Feeling a bit frustrated that my counter is lower than respected peers on here however taking allot of comfort from the fact that before my longer streak I could barely get past a few days.
    Feeling quietly confident. I'm allot more prepared than I have ever been and i'm dreaming of a porn free 2015.
     
  6. NU-LIFE

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    Hey DK. Hope your Christmas was special. Don't be sorry you couldn't make it past 120, be stoked you made it to 120. Your still the man to me bro. Super inspiring. I'm gonna climb with you this time my friend. We're gonna do this thing. Fuck porn we're taking our lives back! Let's go friend.
     
  7. ruso

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    Hey man, who cares about the counters of the respected peers. Don't let it get to you. You'll be back there in no time if you continue to live your life and keep filling it up with positive things :)
     
  8. DonkeyKong22

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    Cheers guys .. Day 10, rough night sleep last night. Temptation heightened when running tired. But feeling solid.
     
  9. Despot

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    You will make it bro! Fapstronauts are with ya
     
  10. DonkeyKong22

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    Cheers Despot. Well so far so good. Happy new year. It's my last two days of work this weekend . And there has been no porn for me. Which is a great step for me. As I was scared that my relapse would cause me to binge through the holidays. But I feel ive broken it's back.
    I'm starting to feeling quite angry at the thought of masturbating and watching porn. Porn feels less attractive than it did.
    2014 was the year I learnt to control porn. Watch this space. 2015 will be the year I break it.
    Happy new year to all my friends. Best of luck.
     
  11. BackcountryCamping

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    That's not always the case. Since porn releases the dopamine if you don't have the fought you tend to go to it when stuff gets bad. You get in arguments. Things of that nature. Why do you think it plagues even married men? Believe me I know, even when i was in a relationship with a hott girl getting head all the time and doing other things, if we got in a fight or an argument I would resort back to P. Pixels in the movies won't argue with you.
     
  12. DonkeyKong22

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    DAY 18.
    Feeling a bit unmotivated at the minute. Iv'e been alone all day at work today and iv'e been having to fight to keep sexual thoughts out of my mind.
    You'll see iv'e reset my temper bar. I had an argument with the wife and I ended up shouting like an idiot. I become unreasonable, stop listening and start shouting.
    We have a great relationship. She knows I relapsed a few weeks ago and porn is on the mind again. This is a bit part of where my frustration came from. And I guess I used her as an outlet.
    She's been great about the relapse. I told her i'd relapsed but I didn't tell her that i'd pid for porn again so I think I was feeling guilty for that. Any way now it's all out in the open.

    I think a big part of it is when I gave up the first time I was allot busier at work. We are quite quiet at this time of year. SO I have more spare time which is when I would usually binge on porn. So I think I need a hobby or another challenge to concentrate on.

    Home alone at the minute. Urges quite high.
     
  13. DonkeyKong22

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    Day 19. Mini victory last night. Slammed the laptop lid shut and did an hour of hovering until the wife got back. It made me realise that I need to refocus on the things I do instead of masturbate. It was a real mini step forward last night. And tonight I cooked tea while the wife was at work which gives us more time chilling out together.
    Another little breakthrough today to why we need to get over this shit.
    BRING IT ON.
    still fancy a new challenge .. any suggestions ?
     
  14. DonkeyKong22

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    Feeling completely ready. My Accountability partner on here sent me a questionnaire that helps you strip down and reveal the root of your addiction. I actually already knew. I'd I had been through this process before in my own way on streak one. But it's done me good.
    I'm actually feeling excited about nofap again. Happy with a solid 20 day start.
    Good day at work today. I'm currently home alone and resisting porn so all is well.
    FEELING SOLID..
    Also i'm gonna start a thread asking people about their hobbies and personal challenges they've acheeived recently separate to NoFap. I'm really burning for a new challenge. So responses on their would be great.
    Take care guys. Good luck.
     
  15. DonkeyKong22

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    Day 24. Feeling solid. All good today. Sorry for being brief. Catch up later.
     
  16. goa

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    Hello,

    Really good reading your journal. Keep at it.

    I'm interested in that questionairre - how do I get hold of a copy? :)
     
  17. DonkeyKong22

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    Hello, erm can you get it through my previous threads. I'm not really sure. If theres any way I can help you get it let me know but you'll have to spellthe options out to me as i'm not that tech savvy. AMAZING STREAK BY THE WAY.
     

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