Hi there! Im a newbie.

Hi there, im an 18yo(male) unistudent currently studying my first year in the course forensics and criminology at Deakin university in Melbourne. I've started watching porn since i was in year 6, think i was eleven back then. But a friend started influencing me in pornography and i looked it up was hooked into it, and jerks off to roughly about 4-5 times a week. but since grade 11 im starting to notice that i have problems with friends and family, im becoming more and more introverted and anti-social around everyone at school. And the fact that i believed i have thoughts that im not good enough, im not smart like them, im not good looking and im basically a nobody in the society around me. The new university environment bought the chance of me redeeming myself to make more friends and hangout and interact etc, but i find myself hard to converse with their hobbies and interest cause i dont know anyhting they say. Porn has made me feel shit, and me losing contact with the real world was devastating. i just thought it be a good idea to just start over from ground zero and be better than the person i used to be. No more porn, no more NSFW contents. Just wanna go out more, hangout with friends and explore places i've never been to before.