day 0

Who would have thought that i'll go back to my old habit ...
Indeed i reset..
Old cold soul and spirit...
No direction....
Confusion...

I thinked I pmoed 5 times since yesterday.. and 1 mo...

How could i go back up again...

I must have to face the consenquences...

I literally gave in to my temptation and urges....

I must be a very bad person...

I dont know..

Im full of confusion.....

So where would I start....

What journey do i have to begin...

Is that what i really want?

The everlasting?

If that is why i gave in....

To 70 or 80...

Im talking spiritually if you know what i mean.....

The devil must have been celebrating....
That pleasure giver slash death..

 

I rather set my counter back to day 0 and start from the start.. you cant change my mind.