[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Today I went to a friend's house and apparently there was a movie that I watched with my friend I never knew about and it had scenes that triggered me. I'm slow to adapt to the rebooting process and this is an ashaming thing as this is my 4th relapse. I don't know what my problem is but I'm not a heavy porn user yet I relapse. I'll try harder now and make this 90 days a success. I'm truly sorry for being a weakling among you strong. I'm really sorry

 

Day 2/90

 

I relapsed again today, will start from 0 again
0/90

 

2/90
I have some slightly uncomfortable feelings today. I need to get my exercise routine going back strong.

 

Day 64/90 moving along the challenge, one day at a time, avoiding anything that will lead to temptation. No pain no gain

 

Day 5 nearly complete. No real urges but found this morning fantacising about GF, so it’s been a bit tougher today than I thought. She has also agreed to support me and herself by joining me in this challenge.!! Thanks to everyone on this forum, it’s been helpful reading others journeys, keep up the good work all.!

 

Hi All
I'm actually just finishing day 79. All due to finding this site again 79 days ago. I've lurked - followed this thread every day - feel you are brothers and sisters along with me on this fight/journey. I wish you all every success.

So why post now. Two posts above made me want to reply. Cowboy72 (man I admire you and your openess) - it might be different for others but i found the 40s and 50s the hardest. Mood swings etc. Just thought I'd share my reflections on that. It's gotten easier. Not easy but easier. Wish you the best of everything.

Changing for the better. I love the phrase - the wise man falls down 7 times...and gets up 7 times. You are fighting bro. Awesome.

Well since I'm now here - some reflections. I think some things do help short cut the healing process - exercise is something i started day 40 and it helps. Keeping busy. No startling conclusions - others have said it better than me.

But the one thing that can't be shortcut is time (boy do I wish it could be). 90 days takes....90 days.

I'm proud to be part of this. Not going back. It's an unhealthy (very) activity that hurts the person we should love most - ourselves (not to mention..it's a shady shady industry). I feel better about myself in many ways

Anyways - wish you all every success. I've learned so much from so many of you - proud to follow in your footsteps

 

Day 3

 

1 week!!

 

Failed, restaring.

0 days.

 

Day 23/90.

 

Day 2

 

Day 0, reset.

 

So... my 6th day. OMG

 

Day 5 was a successful day of no PMO.

 

40/90
Coming closer!

 

Congrats brother, you actually just beat my best streak so far (which was 78days), hope you can keep going for your whole life, cause if you can, then you will truly experience life. Also thanks for your encouragements, we are now the ones that follow your footsteps

 

day 13 finished, let's beat day 14 too

 

Day 87 (Season IV)

Beeing more productive then ever!

 

Day 49 of 90. Living everyday one day at a time.