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I'm very bad.

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Cyruss, Aug 9, 2018.

  1. Cyruss

    Cyruss Fapstronaut

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    Thank you so much to all. I am really thankful of this community. now I am so much better. but there's a worst habit in me. It's not PM. It's little bit different and please help me to rid of it i am really sick of. Actually I like cute teen boys I know it's bad and shameful but I don't no why they attract me . Although I am a pure straight boy I like girl's too. I fallen in love on teen boys many times. It's really shameful and strange. And watched cute boys porn for 5 to 6 year's now I am addicted of this .it's my 30 day's of nofap. But there is a boy in my job he is 18 I always touch him it's really so bad and there is no benefit of my nofap. I dont want to do it but I can't control my self and get horny Early and cant work well. I promised to God if I watch porn I will keep fast for 15 hours of one day. And if I masturbate than keep fast of 3 day's 15 hours everyday cos of this my streak is going well. But how to control my bad eyes on innocent Boy's I hate it is better to kill my own self.
     
  2. Cyruss, please keep it legal no one under 18. If they are younger in the US they will come into your house, take all your electronics and put you in jail. So, please do not go there.
    Work on the addiction and try to see where it comes from, what are it’s consequences are,
    What you might do to stop it or who you could call or talk to. If nowhere else come here. There are many smarter people than me that can help you through. Good luck and Peace
     
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  3. Don't touch that guy, you can hurt him badly and you don't want to do that. You need to be sincere with yourself - if you feel that you cannot control yourself and cope with that on your own, then immediately seek help from the professional. Please don't underestimate it and just make decision like a responsible man.
     
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  4. Cyruss

    Cyruss Fapstronaut

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    Thank you breadman
     
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  6. Cyruss

    Cyruss Fapstronaut

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    I just want to live my life like a man not to time pass on Boy's it's very very very bad.
     
  7. So just do it. Say 'no' to such things. You don't want them in your life.
     
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  8. slink123456

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    You need to just draw a line in the sand and stop all PMO. Doing that will mean your brain stops thinking/detaches from all of what you saw.

    Porn Addiction is one of the worst I can think of. It causes the mind to think things it doesn’t want to, and leads to things you are describing. This does you damage, affects you and means you suffer.

    Make a conscious decision today to quit. Do whatever it takes. Try and go months, or even years free, and see what kind of difference it makes. Do the polar opposite of what your doing now, make you feel better about yourself, use the past in a positive way to make it change you and change the way you live your life.

    It’s only doing that, that you will be able to turn things round. You have a choice not to let it be part of your present or your future, don’t let your habit continue. If you let it be,
    Stopping can be the best thing you ever did. Good luck.
     
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  9. slink123456

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    Well, no PMO is definitely one of, if not the best long term help. At the start of no PMO the mind remembers image(s) associated to binges, but over time it is harder to remember them, and are more of a distant memory. So yes there is good news from that.

    Obviously a long time is also needed to deal with the feelings that come with weaning off the addiction as well as well as withdrawals. Never going to be an overnight thing, and there is also an element of what else you do during no PMO to stay occupied.
     
  10. GA93JDeereboy

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    Cyruss.
    Be a man and make the choice. You can get over this. Depending on the matter there it could have a bad consequence if underage. Associate with the Mind of people who will help you grow. What benefit will this do for you your problem? Is it worth it? Would you be able to live your life with it? And your career and success? Friends and family? Thise are some things to think about as well.
     
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