LAST MEN STANDING FOREVER CHALLENGE daily check in

130th day. Feeling immense again.

 

Exactly the same sentiments here Fox. Its been a very challenging personal and individual effort to get here but i couldn't have done it without the support of you all and this amazing community. The value here in this community is simply powerful beyond measure, thanks everyone.

If we're coming to the end of your journey as you resume intimacy with your wife, then i wish you and your family all the best. You've been a great support to me and many others here.

 

201 days.A lot of ups and down.But still i m in the game....

 

Day 15 check in going away for work so probably wont be able to check in the next 2 days pls dont remove me from the challenge

 

Day 49. Didn't post for a couple days because I've been so busy with my business and working out.

I can't determine if I'm on in a flat-line, the urges have reduced dramatically and though there some mornings I feel horny and get random erections. However, I've encountered naked pictures (pop-ups, random advertisements) and R rated movies I felt absolutely nothing. When picking up my kids for a weekend, my ex-wife opened the door in a sheer clothing and practically naked . It was a clear attempt to get a rise from me (literally) and has tried everything for me to cancel the divorce. Again I felt absolutely nothing.

 

If you feel nothing it's perfect! Let your counter move up while you feel nothing because this feeling is temporary and you might come back even hornier than you were before your flatline!

 

Can I participate? I haven't PMO ever since I found this website.

 

Been busy these last few days...

I am doing good.
Workout and my daily tasks are being completed by me everyday with a lot of energy left for other things as well.

I have noticed that I feel super energetic all day long after giving up on PMO.

 

Yes mister... Please if you want to... Good Day to you

 

Good Day to you as well Sir!! Great Achievement for breaking 100days
Sure Bro!! Put me IN, Life is short and I don't intend to relapse. Got A lot to catch up

 

You have just summed up a great reality man...
Glad to have you onboard...
100+ is nothing special if you put your mind to replacing bad habits with Good ones, and dedicate yourself to discovering and enjoying love rather than going after lust, a pursuit which will never leave you truly satisfied.

 

2 weeks (14days)

 

131st day. Be careful with where abstinence might take you over the long term. I am starting to find that i have less and less interest in any sexual activity as time goes on and less and less arousal and attraction for any females that i encounter. Three months is the time to rewire the brain from a PMO addiction but long term abstinence also turns into a life adjusting habit liberating or prohibiting you of any physical interest in the opposite sex.

Abstinence is like anything in life, it gains more momentum the more you do it and the faster and more powerful that momentum becomes, this is how habits take control of us. For momentum, think the playground roundabout, when it spins fast it is impossible to get on, it becomes like a wall repelling any attempt to get a foothold. Personally speaking, i think that i have built so much momentum with an abstinence life that the sexual part of me is being prevented from gaining a foothold and expressing itself. This isn't exactly what i signed on for, i wanted to resolve PIED and have healthy sexual relationships, rather than not ever feeling arousal or sexual attraction for females again. However, i can't say that i dislike it entirely, but be aware of what you might be entering into with a long abstinence programme.

 

Day 50 hard mode. Last night I had a tough time with a kind of numb feeling like boredom or anxiety but not quite, it just felt like I had a void in my stomach.

I was tempted to just MO in hopes of getting rid of that feeling but instead I just started snacking. Not the best reaction having a cheat day and messing up my diet goals but at I figure having a cheat meal day is better than relapsing and undoing the progress. An extra hour of cardio this week should help mitigate the damage.

Body feels like crap from the all the carbs but I'm glad I didn't cave to my ultimate goal of living a porn free life. Half way to a reboot hopefully and with that my first chance at a normal healthy relationship.