LAST MEN STANDING FOREVER CHALLENGE daily check in

The more the merrier

 

Day 108 ended great, wonderd around Costco many women scantily clad in this meat market we live in. Only makes me miss my wife, and savoring the day when our marriage is restored.

Here's a Hardmode pmo poem, makes me proud to be doing this God bless everyone.
Beneath the hurt
Beneath the pain
You'll find yourself
You'll feel again

It wasn't you
Who put them there
Those nasty thoughts
You wouldn't dare

It was the porn
That tricked your brain
It warped your mind
Made you insane

You can escape
This living hell
Just quit that porn!
And you'll do well

You'll find yourself
You'll breathe again
Free from addiction
You'll heal your brain

Just don't give up
Keep going strong
One day you'll be
Where you belong

A better place
With peace of mind
A joyful heart
I'm sure you'll find

Don't take my word
Try it and see
It's only you
That can break free

You'll find yourself
You'll live again
Free from the hurt
Free from the pain

 

You my friend will be blessed and have to the added team

 

I think it's so awesome that other people can just pop up to you and say I've noticed there's a big difference in you what are you doing different lately? And I say everything God will know what you mean he sees what's in your heart

 

Today is day 109 I know it's fine this day will be mine yesterday was a challenging day lots of things going on got flipped off in traffic cut off in the parking lot lots of scantily clad women at Costco my wife ended up staying at church at for an extended period of time without notice I had to go and do the errands on my own which was fine but unexpected. You know sometimes it says challenging things in life even as small as they are can be the biggest things to overcome. I almost wanted to stop and get a drink and I'm taken I'm 7 weeks without that right now too. Here's another thing that's also helping me stay on track not drinking it's a Gateway for me I've lost a lot of friends because they still live the life that I used to have, I've asked a couple of them that they could even go 2 weeks without sex their there comment is why on Earth would anyone want to do that? We all get the position while doing a challenge of things that we've lost, we should really be asking what all of that gained and that is my relationship with God and my relationship with my awesome wife morning check-in hopefully everybody's fine God's got this Godspeed

 

So awesome Gods got this

 

Paul's letter galatians
17 For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
18 But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.
19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,
20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,
21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revelings, and such life: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering gentleness, goodness, faith,
23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
24 And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.
25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.
26 Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.

 

Here we are at the noon check-in day 109 and I really know in my heart I'm healing and I'm fine so it doesn't bother me at all that I signed on the dotted line for as long as it takes to submit and surrender to God is the best thing you can ever do