Hello guys im New

Hello guys, im new here. Im not a english native so i apologize for some possible grammatical errors.
Im 21 years old, im live in Portugal. Im a military and student of philosophy at the university. It is hard work and study and live in place where people have a opposite ideia of sex contrary to my ideas since I give a more significant value to sex. Im in 12 Day without NoFap. I never had a girlfriend and i am a virgin and im feel so good. Im not depend the others to be happy. The frequency of my masturbation was one week and then went one two. It no longer made sense, it was just standing there looking at the screen looking at a body of flesh pretending artificial sounds without spiritual substance, without love. I have always been doing Meditation, sport and studying over the years. And the trained mind gave me some ease to have longer periods of stripping the banana. This time I want to stay a lot longer without masturbating. I see videos in the internet about NoFap and i say to my self, thats it! The NoFap time has arrived! I dont be sad for not having sex with empty minds girls and robots programmed by society. Nor much less a simple friction of meat, there must be something more, chemical! The loneliness is hard but make part of the warrior's way. In the loneliness is when we encounter ourselves. Find love in us, to the rest come naturally. Take a time, is not the day by the other but is a true way. So im here to do these way with you, so that we can help each other, to teach with our experiences and knowledge and learn with the same of the others. So thank you at all for everything, thanks for these opportunity to learn with you.