I'm a yuri/lesbian porn addicted, what should I do?

One option might be to let your closer friends on the server know that you're leaving and give them an option for how they can still contact you (like an anonymous email address that isn't your main email address).

As for the fansub, you could see if someone else wants to finish it, for example. Up to you really, you could brainstorm ideas in general.

 

Hey how's it going? I can tell you, for certain, that going on that discord server and keeping friends who want to talk about yuri all the time is going to drag you right back down to the pit. Ditto on your yuri fansub. If you have a serious weakness for something, you have to completely clear it out of your life (at least for a good while).

Recovering alcoholics would get nowhere if they keep bottles of liquor lying around.

 

If you're serious about improving, drop the discord server and your "friends" there, and stop the fansub magna. Those aren't good, healthy things to engage in if you're having problems with the very things those things are about.

Take that effort, energy and time and apply it to something healthy.

 

Dude u need to quit the discord and all that lesbian stuff. It's unnatural and it literally goes against everything God says. I'm religious if u couldn't tell. Lol

 

Yeah I'm also a pretty big lesbian porn enthusiast. Was never a HUGE hentai fan, but I can definitely see where you're coming from, girl on girl stuff can be a big turn on for straight guys and even straight girls. Full disclosure, if it didn't make me feel terrible afterwards, I'd still be watching it daily. But the unfortunate reality for those prone to addiction like the two of us is that we can't handle it, as enjoyable as it is, we just can't handle the responsibility of moderating ourselves. It's the same as drinking, many people do it their entire lives without ever coming close to being addicted, and then there's us, the metaphorical alcoholics, we try it once and then we become dependent on it. So yes, you're reading this correctly, I don't think lesbian porn is bad or immoral in any way, I think it's great, but the two of us just can't handle it.

 

I know where you're coming from. To enjoy without being enjoyed. To partake without self-enslavement or addiction. This may be some of the definitions of enlightenment. Lesbian erotica was my favorite theme, but the power of enchantment, enticement and beautiful women loving each other was more than I can handle. I loved it too much. I was enjoyed. I also realize that once addicted, I am a prime candidate of being addicted again. That's why I can't ever go back to it.

 

Everyone is better off without porn of any kind in my opinion.

 

Maybe I'll share that opinion when I'm over my addiction and have a clear head, I'm not really sure. Lesbian porn just tends to be a lot more sensual and passionate than regular straight porn, at least the videos that I would watch. Not to mention it's two usually extremely attractive girls having sex with each other, porn or otherwise, I don't know of many straight guys that wouldn't be turned on by that. I know I'm getting extremely graphic and I apologize for that, just trying to justify my opinion.

 

No, you're not graphic. I used to love the sensuality, the patience, the affection that beautiful women expressed to each other. Sometimes during a video, while two magical women were doing their sweet thing, a guy would enter the room. IMMEDIATELY, I would hit the keyboard to end the video. Too many times some dickhead would ruin a superb lesbian video because all he wanted to do was 'ram it in'! Well, at least I'll never have to worry about seeing jerks like that again! I say goodbye to everything though. All erotica...adios. Time to embrace life in the face now and the shadows of past fantasies shall always remain behind me. And beautiful women shall be around forever, universe after universe! I wish to always associate with real people for now on. I'm sure you understand.

 

Hahaha, yep, I was exactly the same way, the idiot guy would always ruin it. He would always show up right when it was getting really good too, completely ruin the atmosphere.

 

Lesbian porn has more sensuality. What is would usually be considered foreplay becomes the main event. There is a sense of mystification as two women are doing something taboo and forbidden, where they believe that they are being discreet and alone, and you are given the rare privilege of being invited to watch. Gives you the notion that this is what women do when men are not around.

There is variety and creativity as to how women can have sex with one another. It is not just repetitive in and out like straight or even gay porn.

Due to the lack of a penis, you feel less guilty watching it, almost like this is a safe type of porn to watch. No need to exert any energy or do anything. Just sit back, relax, stroke your dick and watch.

With the internet, the genre of lesbian or girl on girl now has its own subgenres.

I have largely succeeded in controlling my urge for straight porn. However, I still cannot escape the lure of returning to watching two women getting it on with one another.