I struggle with this fetish for about 6 years now

You are not alone in feeling this way, sadly. Yet you can draw strength that others have overcome this and many more are travelling in that direction. The good news is that your fetish is short-lived, ergo, porn-induced. That means that as you remain free from PMO, consistently, your compulsion to repeat this behaviour will diminish and finally disappear. So, do not complicate things. Just focus on not masturbating, not using porn and utilising your resources to have an awesome life.

 

I have a foot fetish. That's probably the main reason I always relapse. But that was before I started watching porn. I do feel that it has impacted my life in some ways though. But I don't feel like it degrades me. In your case, I suggest that you go seek some help. It's the best way to come to terms with your feelings. Do not relapse under any circumstances as well.

 

I'm suffering with a domination and forced sex fetish, and i've been experiencing a strong urge to knock down a random women at the street and tie her in my house to do anything i want, but i'm trying to fight with all my force, and i feel like i'm winning. I've seeked for help when i realized i could be a danger to womem, and i don't want this anymore, i don't want to look at every women as a sex toy... It is killing me from the inside out.

 

Be careful
This seems to be a very serious issue

 

Yes it is, and that's why i joined NoFap. I want this "clicking" in my head to stop...

 

Get professional help now! While this may be a fantasy for you now, you sure don't want this to turn into a horrible crime.

 

You are on the road back. You realize that your desires are out of control and that you can not at any time act on them. Do not focus on getting perfectly well, better overnight, there is only a 1% difference between dark and light. Push 50% of your darkness back to 49% and you are now 51% living in the light. Strive for the light be strong, but remember that walls are made of bricks, focus on the bricks not the wall. You can’t move a wall but you can a brick.

Stay strong you don’t need this fantasy, it is not really who you are.

Move the brick, 1%

 

Good words! with willingness comes hope with hope comes change!

 

I had alot of fetishes.. Spanking fetishes for years, blowjob/cum facial for years, domination. Then p subs DURING NOFAP I developed femdom where I was the submissive lmao.

Well fuck it. We here to move on, right? So idk what your fetish was but they go away, trust. On god

 

No, i don't. And that is why i am here.

 

Very glad you're here and hope we can all help each other. I am concerned though that you're struggling by yourself with urges that could be very harmful to you and someone else. You say it's "killing you from the inside out". I'm sure Nofap can help you understand and reduce/redirect your drive in a more positive direction, but wouldn't you feel better and make faster progress if you also had an experienced professional counselor helping you stop the "clicking in your head"? I certainly understand struggling with unhealthy urges and really hope you can learn to understand and resolve them to end the fear and pain they're causing you.

 

I struggled with some pretty weird fetishes for awhile. Having not masturbated in 6+ months, I can tell you, they really fade. Fetishes are obsessions, that's all they are. Time off will 95% take that fetish away. The power comes from daily use and focus you give it. The longer you abstain, the less powerful and "wet" that neural network of obsession and dependence comes. The shit I looked at, it was so weird and disgusting- and my tastes have almost 180'd- practically to the most vanilla stuff you can imagine.

It takes time, you will not change over night. Or even a month in, most likely. Granted, alot of this depends on your age and your time/frequency of use. Time heals all wounds, it will most certainly heal this one. Don't think for a minute you're healed and sample that shit again, though. You will always be an addict, you will always carry this scar around. Fight!