Porn addict since 13years old. Now clean.

Porn started when i was 13. Maybe even 12. First with pictures online then it moved to videos. As the years went on, the deeper i got into this hell. I always craved something new. Always had fetishes but it grew more and more hardcore as the porn watching continued. I lied to my wife ( who now knows and supports me) for many years. It destroyed our relationship. But theres hope. Quiting porn was one of the best descions i made. Sex is more enjoyable and intimitcy can finally evolve. The struggle is real though but keep in mind it will change you for the better to give it up. If you get an urge, think about it. Then let it fade away. Don't let it control you! Control the addiction! Meditation, music, talking to a freind, even taking a walk will help combat these thoughts. I wish the best of luck to all leaving porn addiction behind.

 

Sorry to hear that. You should find a good time for two of you to sit down and explain to her what happened. Addiction is a tuff thing to break. Just go into detail about how you relapsed and say everything on your mind and why you want to quit it for good. Relapse is very common. But just assure her you love her and want to stop for good. Maybe try writing it down on paper and reading it to her. That may help. I hope it goes well for you two.