Ok Is this self improvement or a relapse?

So last night i was with my girlfriend and i was eating her out. While i was i was getting just so turned on to her or whatever and came twice in my pants. Earlier today. Same situation until the last time about 1 hour ago. What does this mean? I o’d But no fantasizes just real interaction with a real person. Is this a sign of recovery or is this a bad thing? As of the next day, not really feeling a chaser effect. I feel good. And i wasn’t looking for an oragasm it just happened outta no where, was too late before i could stop it. But i get it’s still an orgasm and we’re working on non PMO but i also thought real life interactions with no fantasizes were good and helped a reboot faster. I just need to know is this good or bad?

 

I also agree, thanks for the advice you guys!