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50 days deep and battling hard

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Dillby-dude, Feb 15, 2018.

  1. Dillby-dude

    Dillby-dude Fapstronaut

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    I'm starting to realise that the streak has very little to do with how well you recover. Fighting this addiction isn't about numbers, it's about mentally fighting that demon within and physically trying to better yourself to be stronger than the old you. I thought being halfway to my goal would be incredible, but I haven't been managing myself properly and i'm feeling depressed, weak and stressed out. PMO was such an outlet for me that i'm really starting to feel all the bottled up stress and tension that has built up over 50 days.

    Despite that fact that i'm sitting here ready too break my fingers so I don't open porn hub, I have also had some significant possitive changes in my life. I'm finding myself a lot more attracted to physical women, my erections are unfathomably strong and last longer, I have a lot more confidence in social situations and I have gained new hobbies that distract me from the urges and allow me to better myself in some way. However, I really should start eating better, meditating, sleeping and exercising more frequently to gain the full benefits of my struggles. Thanks for hearing me vent boyz, I needed to let that out.

    Any of you guys got any tips for the next 50 days to help me better myself? Also, what have you been doing to cope and is it working?
     
  2. steveo2312

    steveo2312 Fapstronaut

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    Is your goal to reach 90 days? Im only 3 days in, i knew i had a problem when images on a screen were preferable to real women
     
  3. Dillby-dude

    Dillby-dude Fapstronaut

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    It was initially 90 days, but I decided to round it off at 100. Congrats on starting man, the journey is long and the urges are stupidly strong, especially for a first timer. It is so worth it though, I knew I had a problem When I couldn’t get hard during sex, nofap sorted that though when I did my first long streak. Just make sure use your sexual energy constructively and don’t let it build up like I have.
     
  4. steveo2312

    steveo2312 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for the advice
     

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