Can somebody please answer this?

I am kinda impressed with the streak I have build up. My first try of NoFap in over a year and I got 61 days in without PM. I allowed orgasms with sex only. Unfortunately, My streak ended today by a trigger that came out of nowhere which made me relapse. Luckily it was not edging + no binge. All in total it was like 4 minutes before the relapse happened.

Since day 13 I have been in the flatline: Low libido, 0 random erections, 0 morning wood and small things (like kissing my GF) didn't really make me hard anymore. My erections were also slightly weaker and harder to get and even tho it made me feel down a bit, I kept going.

This weekend (day 58 'till now) was a bit of a game changer for me. I seemed to get slightly more interested to have sex + my boners seemed to appear a little bit more. They were not really big or hard or anything, but the "randomness" returned a little and even kissing my GF seemed to give a bit of sense back down there. Sex was also a bit easier and this morning I somewhat had morning wood but I do not think I can count it like that.

As mentioned, I unfortunately relapsed. This might sound like "cheating", but I will not reset my counter from 61 to 0 and stay strong with my 61 days and more. If I would end up binging, that would be a reset of course. I do not see this as I lost a lot of things I build up, other than me feeling a bit tired/foggy at the moment which will pass. I continue from where I left off and keep my weakness/trigger in mind.

To get to the point: If it would be that I got out of my flatline or started to get out of it, would this 1 relapse send me straight back into it? That would really suck a lot considering that this weekend pretty well. Opinions?

 

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