30+ days of rebooting

So I feel like my brain is starting to look somewhat more like the middle one as I have been off porn for a little over a month now:



I also have not used drugs for that amount of time but it just does not feel like we are back at the size of the neuroimage on the far left yet.

I do have to say I feel lighter, cleaner, and exhilarated after not masturbating for this time too.

I cannot masturbate without looking at pixels because it feels weird and it isn't actually "satisfying" in the way doing it to porn is. But that kind of "satisfaction" is actually life destroying immediate gratification.

I feel like the smoke has begun to clear from the ashes of my broken existence and I can see the rubble clearly now and can begin building a new life from scratch by the day without feeling like garbage!

Hooray!