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Femdom porn (forced BI/gay) have caused HOCD, depression and no girlfriend anymore

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by JHT98, Jan 2, 2018.

  1. You are right.
    Porn addiction is responsible for a lot of trouble.
    But we are responsible for our choices.
    And when I relapsed, I was really worrying about it. That helped me to dig deeper, work harder, search for other ways etc.
     
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  2. JHT98

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    Day 1 of my new streak. Had no problems. Still a lot of anxiety about being gay or bi. H-OCD is killing me sometimes, but I know I can beat this kind of shit, because it's porn induced H-OCD
     
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  3. B better

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    I know how you feel dude, after 16 days of hard work, I randomly decided to go in search of hardcore pictures. Didn’t fap but still feel so down about my stupid, mindless decision. Best medicine is to get back to it though and try and get a new personal best streak, as long as the streaks are longer each time then you are making progress
     
  4. Joe92

    Joe92 Fapstronaut

    We are in the same fight bro, I know what kind of hell it is, you have all my support. I manage to stop all the compulsions like seeking reinsurance, reading about this... I guess you know what it is and that it only make the things go worse. Keep staying away from porn, learn to accept the thoughts and you will go through this. Stay strong !
     
  5. JHT98

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    Stay strong brother!

    Yesterday I was 6 days without PMO and after that I got a huge boner by watching 3 hot sexy girls and it felt so good!! I trust that we can beat this *** porn addiction bro, stay strong!
     
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  6. Yes, you definitely can beat this and I believe you will.

    I know exactly where you are as I've been in that exactly same place myself. I beat it with NoFap and so will You. You're starting to notice clear changes and improvements during your very first week here, and from there the improvements are gonna come even faster and they're gonna get bigger and bigger.

    My thoughts are with you, Brother. Stay Strong and Away from Porn!
     
  7. JHT98

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    Thanks bro,

    Wish you all the best!
     
  8. B better

    B better Fapstronaut

    I don’t think I have HOCD but I do have some form of it because my intrusive thoughts are more that everybody knows about my addictions. I convince myself that everybody knows that I watch transwoman porn and that they are all laughing at me behind my back and telling everybody I’m gay and that it’s gonna cost me my family, wife, job and eventually life. I’ve been on the verge of complete mental breakdown at some stages, it’s a truly awful condition
     
  9. JHT98

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    Thanks bro! You bring me a lot of motivation now. Yesterday I blocked all the porn on my phone, laptop and iPad, so I can't watch porn anymore.
     
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    There is still one guy who knows who he truly is and that's yourself. Stay strong bro, we will help each other!
     
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  11. You're welcome Bro :)

    My solution was to find something completely different hobbies than before. I started to go for a walk or run with a great friend who was willing to talk about life and these challenges we're facing. Sometimes 2 or even 3 times a day. That did several great things to me:
    1. It got me away from computer and out of the house (aka. my Dojo of Masturbation :D ),
    2. It got me to tell my problems to a real-life person so my problem was no longer a private secret which I was forced to hide at any cost,
    3. It helped me to get rid off excess energy and got me physically tired which killed any urges almost every time, and
    4. It also got me to a much better shape (I've lost over 90 pounds in last 6 months) which boosted my self-confidence through the roof.

    I'm not saying that this is only one nor perfect method, but this helped me a lot. And I mean A LOT!
     
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  12. Joe92

    Joe92 Fapstronaut

    I feel you man, that feeling is horrible. I remember two years ago when I first had HOCD spikes and lived with it 24/7, I had the same feeling that people could read my mind like an open book and it was driving me crazy. Weeks ago I was with a friend talking about how I looked like during this awful time. Actually, he just felt like he was bothering me and that I looked absent despite of acting socially casual.

    And just like Mike, my HOCD went a loooooot better when I was away from porn and finally got away. Though, I made the mistake to go back to porn after a while, and got the same results... I really think that the videos of femdom and stuff like that are terribly dangerous and powerful and that we should REALLY stay FAR away from this.
     
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  13. Here's a great forum topic about the danger of this femdom-sissy crap: BEWARE of "Sissy Hypnosis"
     
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  14. Joe92

    Joe92 Fapstronaut

    Thanks for sharing brother, I'll take a look at this.
     
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  15. JHT98

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    Very interesting mate! This is exactly what happened to me. I have watched a lot of this kind of videos (forced bi/ Sissy hypno). It's dangerous for our minds. Stay away from this P (all the P)
     
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  16. You and me both, Brother. You and me both... ;)
     
  17. Joe92

    Joe92 Fapstronaut

    Sounds like the most harmful material is also the most addictive... Triggering our lowest-selves just like OCD.
    Be sure we will heal from that and learn from our mistakes ! Good to know we're 3 on the same boat and at the same stage of reboot ;)
     
  18. Don't give up guys. I was also on that boat but jumped overboard :)

    It is a hard thing to overcome, but.... certainly possible! Just day after day, and focus on other things, higher things.
    And discover the truth around that crap. That has helped me.
     
  19. I have similarities as you buddy, i just relapsed after 8 days, this is somehow sad.. but yes we shall make it :)
     
  20. JHT98

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    Today day 2. Feeling anxious sometimes, but I'm very motivated by all the guys who have the same problems as me. Stay strong lads! When we're going to have a huge reboot, the H-OCD will reduce and the attraction to women will improve.
     
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