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How i Feel After Releapse when i was hit 100 + days of no PMO

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by hollyman, Dec 31, 2017.

  1. hollyman

    hollyman Fapstronaut

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    so closing this 2017 years ive done somethin terrible, yes i'm relapse....

    and this is my farthest streak after 2/3 years attempt..my last relapse before this was 60 days and 80 days if im not forgot it...kinda irony isnt it

    what i'm feelin are kinda stress out and dizzy of course...and i'm feelin that its destroy me so much, even greater than when i relapse at 7 days or maybe 60 days...believe me u dont wanna feel this.

    right now i'm angry out of reason...i'm already speak bad word's to my brother even my mother...just wanna punch some random guy, (so i decided not to go out in this night and decided to sleep so i can restart my NoFap program in the early morning)

    how can i fail?

    i'm in love with someone and one day when i meet her (we arent in a relationship yet), she told me about her story (not long ago) getting affair with office mate and they doin some nasty thing (she even told me the detail thing that happen that night), and hearing that destroy me so much, but on the other hand its make me horny and began to fantasize it. i'm not into her again, but i ended it up
    search some prostitute..saw some clickbait to Porn movie, ended up watching it and relapse...

    what can i learn from this mistakes area :
    1. Not so cocky...i'm too pride of myself achieve 90 days of no PMO, so i thought lookin at some prostitute not gonna make me relapse,,yes ofc i'm not gonna relapse because of prostitute..i'm relapse because of porn...but when i re think again.. i could've died because of prostitute..i mean AIDS, HIV, Gonorhea...yeah no thank you.

    2, WTF with the woman, i mean i'm not a relationship yet,,,why so serious and gettin dissapointed? and to re think again, there's ton of beautifull woman in this world, why so focus on one woman, who doesnt love me?


    my advice to brother/sister who doin nofap
    Remember this..7 days / 60 days/90 days/ 100 days/ 360 days it just a number.

    when you decided to go NoFap/PMO you commit to urself to never doin that PMO again forever..i repeat FOREVER..except with the right way's

    do not too focus on the day counter or u might ended up like me...
     
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  2. theMotivator

    theMotivator Fapstronaut

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    I was on way to relapse yesterday too. It was not so close, but very dangerous playing with fire... I don't know why but lately something is dragging me down. All this abstinence makes my mind hypersensitive to women so that almost all of them are too beautiful. I try not to look at them but still, sooner or later a thought pops on in my mind.
    I really don't want to go back to that black pit of anxiety and stress. :emoji_sweat:
     
  3. statego

    statego Fapstronaut

    @hollyman

    I would say try to not be so harsh on your self what is done has been done. Remember this bad feeling and move

    What you achieved is huge 100+ days i am struggling to hit 7.
    You thought you were bulletproof since you hit 100 ,you weren’t see what you can learn and move on.
    And remember we are human we all make mistakes it will be fine just don’t let this keep you down and get back up again.

    You thought that you wouldn’t relapse again . You obviously weren’t there yet but you will be

    Stay strong my friend and we are here for you ✌️
     
  4. GreaterThingsAwait

    GreaterThingsAwait Fapstronaut

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    @hollyman Its a constant fight bro, dont worry about it. But remember this mistake - so you learn from it and move forward being that little bit wiser. You did really well I have never gone 100+ days before - my highest is 35. But i just joined Nofap today and im hoping to demolish this record. Keep fighting bro you will recover, you will. Just keep learning with every failure thats what overcoming an addiction is all about if we could just stop and never look back immediately. None of us would be here - keep your chin up :)
     

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