90 Day Challenge (after failing 20,000 times)

Completed 3 weeks.....honestly speaking, it was easier than I thought.....but won't let my guards down...even for a moment.

 

Yes a lot wiser I presume....yesterday....I had a stressful moment (had a verbal fight with my best friend). So, I was 2 inches away from 'PMO', but then I remembered 'You' (no kidding). And then I re-remembered that I can't let you down and millions of my 'brothers and sisters' who are directly or indirectly looking upto me. (Meaning if I succeed, then the 'trickling down effect of my success and transformation' will have a positive impact on a lot of people. And I can't let them down.) So, brother, thanks again for staying beside me. Can't thank you enough.

 

Dang that was powerful, we don’t know each other but I felt like a bonding moment the moment I read that.

I got urges last night, was trying to resist it but it felt hard to stop thinking about it. After reading what you said, I now know I won’t relapse. So thank you for reminding me of my goal

Let’s keep doing this mikada, we doing good brother, one day at a time, the benefits will build like a snow ball!

 

Yes, the benefits will build like a 'Snowball'. So, aptly said bro.....n yes....'One day at a time'.

 

Now, I really feel proud...after a long time....slowly snowballed myself to 4 weeks.
Thanks for all the support and 'great advise' I received from all you guys. (a special thanks to my brother 'theMorningSword'.....I love you man )
Even though I am going through an extened flat-line, still it feels not that tough...coz I am really determined.

I believe if someone is absolutely determined....the body, the mind, the emotions, and the life energies re-allign themselves somehow.....slowly.....and starts to work for you...rather than against you.

Btw....9 more weeks to go.

If a person like me has come this far. ANBODY CAN. I repeat.....ANYBODY.

Let's welcome the 'new year' and give our best to get out of this addiction.

I sincerely believe, everyone here has the ''mental wherewithal'' to overcome this addiction.

Ohh....I nearly forgot....it's been more than 3 weeks that I left smoking 'cold turkey'.

 

Mikadaaaaa!! Came to check on your streak before the new year and it’s still intact! Nice!

We both gonna be over 30 days when the New Years start, you can’t relapse now, I don’t want to see this amazing thread with any of those postings from you. You worked hard to get here and don’t want to start back from a single relapse. It’ll feel bad some days but it’s just our body readjusting back to default settings, it won’t get better until you get through the worst, right?

I’m happy we can both get through the New Years with 30 days under our belt, I’m proud of you man! I love you! Now onwards, one day at a time, into 2018 and beyond!!

 

I would rather choose to die a 'billion deaths in the most painful way' than 'relapse' now.

Thank you brother. I bow down to you as a sign of my respect towards you. (the age old Indian tradition for showing respect to elders and to someone who is revered for their 'eternal wisdom')

And yes, One day at a time.

 

I am flattered and deeply honored. I bow down to you for we are equals, always.

One day at a time, stay strong brother. Peace love and positivity to you

You’re a true inspiration mikada, you’ve come a long way, keep going. Respect!

 

Thank you, so very much.
More, or less it has been a breeze so far (especially after I left smoking), but I am aware, that it can/might get 'nasty difficult' in a jiffy.
But I gotta stay positive, and I will.
But 'the juggernaut (withdrawl symptoms)' has to defeat 'this juggernaut (i.e 'Me' )' in order to force a 'reset' or 'relapse'.
And as I know what is 'pain', I am not afraid of any sort of 'pain' (mental or physical) anymore. That much I know.
But, still if the need arises, I will PM you bro. (and you can PM me anytime you want, I will try my best, even though I am still 'kind of a noob' in the 'rebooting world'. )
Thanks again from the bottom of my heart.

 

1 month.
Feeling awesome.

 

Congratulations mikada! I’ll be right there with you in a couple of days, cheers!

You’re a third way there brother, it’s coasting now, so you can’t relapse otherwise you get stuck in the first days again and have to fight the chaser affect, you don’t want to go through that, where you are now is a breeze compared to that, so you don’t do it!

 

Yes I am aware of the 'Chaser Effect' (came to know of it 3 weeks ago...I mean the 'technical terminology') and in my case the 'Chaser Effect' stays for at least 3 days and at max 7 days.
I don't want to waste a single moment of my life with this 'bullshit' again.
So, you can rest assure bro, I won't relapse or even reset (yes, I know the difference between the two....you see I have been piling up my know-how ) now or anytime soon.

 

Sounds good to me, stay strong brother! Fight the good fight, you’re getting the edge now, don’t give it up!

 

Congratulations on reaching a month bro. And Happy new Year!

 

Thanks brother, right behind you happy New Years, let’s keep the momentum going! One day at a time. Wish you and your loved ones peace, love, positivity, success, prosperity and happiness for the new year and beyond.

 

5 weeks.

Feeling peaceful after eons.

Kind of overwhelmed with 'gratitude', for everything.

 

Yes!! That’s the kind of stuff I like to hear!! Remember you’ll lose this peace if you relapse, keep going brother!

 

Just dropping by to give some love. Hope you’re doing well mikada, keep that tracker going and I’ll keep mine

Stay strong, stay vigilant, don’t give an inch or the beast will take everything!

 

I am good bro...feeling this good after 'a few lifetimes' I guess..........atleast it feels that way.......thanks for your 'unadulterated love'. And needless to say your love, advice and faith bolsters my morale, at the very least

And to the so called 'beast', I have one thing to say :



The beast has to physically kill me....for it to succeed.