Quitting listening to music

So i m on nofap lifestyle 5 months, i don t know exactly date of starting but i knew is since beginning of July. I posted about my progress and it s all fine. I don't think i m perfect but from an lazy guy who jerked off 2 times (usually 1) per day on every possible moment to disciplined man then i can rate my journey(i will not quit nofap) with 4 (from scale 0-5). Why not 5?? Why i m not best version of myself? There comes the problem..

Daydreaming
Since i was 10 yo i always had problems with socialization with people,mostly because of bullying in school,no interesting in my life. And when i had this moments when everyone ignores me i just put headphones and listen to music. Repeating same songs because i didnt felt one song in way i want to,going from one room.. And while listening i create my fantasy world,where me as important character is everything that i want to be,best dude in city,girls around me,hugs,love,fame.. Its maladaptive daydreaming.
I will give an example what happened two years ago.
So i was going to school and i listened to music(I forgot song name but that song is very important in this story,because it s about life and its about fights,love and that stuff).
And i went to the class and there were my 'two friends' and i sat on my desk and in next 10 minutes that friend were just judging me,(note that i have listened to same song) and when there is no escape i decided to punch him. I left headphones and i punched him in the face but that wasn't enough he kicked me 5 times more and then he left class.
You probably know what is a message of this little story. While i was thinking to punch him i already made in my mental world story how i brutally kicked him and how he is on floor blah,blah.. And thing is that while MD you don't make difference what is real world and what is fantasy.
And from then i think i started to destroy my life(I left school because of that) with more and more laziness,so every day (12 sometimes less or more hour) i was in fantazy mode.. Until i decided to go to college ,and month after i found nofap and that thing has changed me.

Entire august i was just doing on improving myself(also i wrote about this) and WITHOUT MUSIC i have completed all my goals. And in september,october i was listening music a little bit but that little bit is enough to start daydreaming again(one girl who i liked) and because of that my concentration were also fucked up..

And i will start again this nomusic journey.I m already one day without music . So next update will be next week. And i will see if i can pass this addiction forever.

 

sorry for grammar mistakes i will fix them tommorrow. good night!

 

Trap,EDM, dnb, dubstep, almost everything where the rhythm is good.
Droeloe - in time, Freedom - Teqq, Protiac - Haze etc

 

My concentration will be weak. Song will be always in my head. Maybe as Christian i can change genre of music, so just listening to Christian music. I haven't done this.
Thanks for support.

 

Praying to God, helps me a lot in these days. My mind is so clear.

 

2nd UPDATE:
This Monday i haven't listened to music and with help of God i finished all my college work and also i found time for reading book.
Tuesday- Thursday- i have listened a bit of edm, trap and completed same goals but i did that very slowly, again i prayed a lot but when you spend time in listening music and doing that for relaxing then it s wasting a golden time. I m so tired because of that, i really don't know how you listen to music but in my case it s a big problem. I m addicted to music. And i know now why and when this happens and from this moment i will try to live without this.

 

@TheBeastWithin thanks bro.
And for those who thinks music is not problem then why i always have problem with concentration(before styding or doing something)? I already said what helped me so my brain adapts to new things.
I want to stop daydreaming and praying helps a lot. 90% of forum is against religion so maybe you don't want to understand that argument.

 

Bro read previous comments. Praying is only thing that helps me to avoid daydreaming. I m in that for 7 days now.
If you are in Christianity nofap group, then you can see how that help other people too.