here we go

hi
so this is a very strange process for me, becoming a member of such a community and more importantly, admitting that i am indeed addicted to MandP.
i have witnessed myself over the last (many) years becoming an unmotivated, negative person and my relationship has been effected because of this.
i know that my productivity will improve eliminating P from my life. at least i hope so. from reading many testimonials on the site it seems to work!
so first step for me has been go into all my drives and DELETE it ALL. it was weird, i felt no connection to any of it. i guess that is my brain taking charge immediately and rewarding me for my commitment. so yeah, i don't know how much i will post to this site, just wanted to say hi!