I've been fapping more ever since I worked at my new job

For most of my previous jobs, I was never required to be around people much. For example, I worked at a library, a horticultural company, and did landscaping. Even though none of these were my ideal jobs, I decided to try something new. I got hired as a cashier at the beginning of 2017 at a Super Walmart, and that's where all the trouble began.

The problem is that there's women everywhere, and having a porn addiction doesn't help. I'm consistently getting nervous around attractive women and even my female coworkers. There's people everywhere, and everything is so new. Despite all of this, I actually managed to get transferred to the lawn and garden department which is my favorite place to work. I'm not around people as much, and especially not around those attractive female customers.

I don't know if it's the stress after working in retail for the first time, the new environment, or my own physiology regarding my porn addiction that's causing me to fap so much. Normally I would fap a few times a week; when it's really bad it can be a few times a day or the next day. It's SOOO hard to even reboot, and I've pretty much given up on quitting my addiction...All in all, I like my new position. I enjoy being around plants, helping customers (older people), moving around, and so on.

But interacting with female customers all the time is difficult. The good news is that when they do approach me and ask a question, I try to help them as best as I can. In the process, I kept reminding myself that I've actually talked to a female customer (and it was just answering a question). Even my progress such as talking with my coworkers has improved, but the worst part is the stress of a new work place and constantly fapping. I don't know, it's been months since I posted something, and I needed to say a few things.

 

Thanks man

 

Dude, you have no idea how hard it is. Even with no P it's difficult; I just give in to the stress from work and my porn addiction takes over completely. Then again, I have to start somewhere. I haven't tried this no P method before; in the beginning I did no PMO altogether, and it was hard.