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hey guys, I'm 16 male and straight, I have struggled with porn for the the last 4 or so years. It has been a rough battle trying to stop, thinking I've beaten it, and then falling back into the same habits. Getting new outlets and different ways of doing it (video porn, going on whisper and trading pics) hasn't helped at all! I'm trying to break free and move on! I hate the way this has a grip on me and slowly chokes my emotions and happiness! I'm a Christian and I am good in all areas but his so it is important to me that I stop this sin! A little bit more about myself, I'm from Texas, I live with my aunt and uncle (and cousins and twin sister) because my dad passed away back in February and my mom left when I was 8. More about my addiction, it started with writings and pictures and stayed that way for a long time; then more recently I moved to videos and even more recently trading. I mostly watched gay porn (I'm not gay), because it some how was mental justification (well I'm not looking at women so I'm okay). So that's me and my story.