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Day 8 NO MO. But looked at porn pics on day5, 6 and 7.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by RAW99, Sep 30, 2017.

  1. Sep 30, 2017 #1
    RAW99

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    The week was going great but on day 5 I saw an insta account about porn drawings and got a quick dopmine rush but I did look away and comeback for a quick look. .Then on day 6 I looked at them drawings again but didnt really binge on them I just had a quick 30 seconds look.On the night of day 6 whilst in bed I looked I was on instagram looking at several pictures of women in bikinis sexually posing.I was extremely turned on and got hard and spent about 40 minutes to an hour doing this. I was dying to fap but I didn't. I did get negative effects from what I did on day 5 and 6 because in college I was feeling a bit depressed. Then on the night of day 7 (last night) I scrolled through a lot of softcore insta pics whilst lookin at porn drawings and binging on insta pornstar accounts. My penis was full and in my hand but I still didn't fap despite the great urge to do so. ButI didnt stop there from there I tried finding porn on youtube because my dad blocked all porn sites. But I could still look a actual porn pics of naked women with vagInas out,boobs, ass penis in them,penis in there mouth on google and bing, and thats exactly what I did. I tried going on bing videos too watch quick previews of porn but for some reason on this night the vids wouldnt work so that in a way stopped me frm watching any videos- and I cant go on porn sites uless im on my PC using a VPN (I MIGHT GO AND DO THAT NOW). I was in bed dying to fap but I didnt. Now on day 8 I feel really upset and depressed from liking at porn last night. I really want to masturbate and release- Im so tempted. Should I hold it in a go another week or should I watch porn and fap since I looked at pics last night?????

    I could go and have sex-but I do't know how to move to girls-18 and virgin BTW(had like 3 or 4 chances to get head and fuck a good looking crackhead-but I was too nervous, thought I'd get ED like some guys on here) You guys got any tips on how to move to girls???
     
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  2. Sep 30, 2017 #2
    Fork2323

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    Great post and good for you to be so honest. Dont Fap! It will only lead to a deeper relapse of days or weeks of fapping.. go for a run, workout, jump in the ocean or a cold shower. Get moving. Power through it. I would deleat your instagram ap for now. Your profile and account will not be deleated, just the ap on your phone.. you sound a lot like me, i have the Boomerange blocker on my phone that has the internet, and aps like youtube, facebook turn off at 10pm.. but i had to set instagram to turn of 8pm as i kept looking at bikini babes there.. so after some slips and close calls i changed the setting to 8.. as when im tired is when im vonurable and want to take lust sips.. stay on the path, keep up the good work and get out of your room and into life.
     
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  3. Sep 30, 2017 #3
    Got to Overcome

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    Well, what's your goal? Are you trying to go two weeks without masturbating in order to prove to yourself you're capable of doing so, or are you trying to live a PMO-free life from here on out?

    If you're trying to live a PMO-free life, try to avoid masturbating and definitely don't continue following actresses on Instagram and doing image searches. A good way to prevent yourself from doing so is to install a filter such as K9 and block open image searches and websites such as Instagram. A good way to lessen the desire to masturbate is cold showers or intense exercise such as giving yourself five minutes to do as many pushups and pullups as you can.

    Again though, let us know what you're trying to achieve, and it'll be easier to give specific advice.

    Regarding women: I don't think there's a better approach than than finding a woman who shares your interests. So if you're into running, start signing up for races. If you're into music, attend a lot of shows, join guitar groups and the like.
     
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  4. Sep 30, 2017 #4
    Cullengado

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    Getting really hard seems to be important to you. Perhaps realising (worrying?) that you may lose that if you continue with PMO will give you strength to resist. Do yourself a favour and get rid of the VPN etc
     
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  5. Oct 1, 2017 #5
    RAW99

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    I just logged on to NoFap now. I'd forgotten about my post yesterday. I ended up relapsing yesterday (FEEL LIKE I LET MY SELF DOWN). Then I tapped twice more. Them three MOs really messed up my stomach. I have Crohn's disease, so fapping actually really fs up my stomach. I'm actually trying to abstain from PMO for 100 days. And then only O If I find a girl out there. It's really important to me that I don't Fap ever again and even when I'm cured from this M and P bullshit I'll still very rarely O since I'm a into this semen retention thing.Also I'm trying ti get back into boxing so abstaining from PMO is a BIG and hard requirement.
     
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  6. Oct 1, 2017 #6
    AscendingBorborite

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