Steve Plow
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Steve Plow

New Fapstronaut, Male, 40

still fighting Aug 4, 2019

Steve Plow was last seen:
Aug 13, 2019 at 3:47 AM
    1. Steve Plow
      Steve Plow
      still fighting
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        Tiger uppercut!
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Nov 23, 1978 (Age: 40)
    I am 40 years old and started M at around 11 and had no idea how addictive and destructive it would be. I had a religious upbringing but sex was rarely mentioned I ended up M almost every night and had no idea what it actually was. By the time I was 12 I figured it out and I also discovered light porn magazines but luckily not the high speed hyperstimulant stuff today's kids get hooked into.Its amazing how quickly desensitized you become, a soft Playboy photo would cause great excitement now that is as exciting as excel spreadsheet, I always thought I would quit tomorrow. Tomorrow never came. I hit the porn in hardest in my mid to late 20's after a relationship breakup. I have gone periods without porn but rarely have gone periods without Masterbation, and in my late 30s and single have been Masterbating to get to sleep every night and also sometimes going on porn binges. Its 12yr old behaviour and has ended up isolating me from friends and I am a constant underachiever ready to run to fantasy when things get too hard. I have lasted 3 days so far, I want to be accountable so I have signed up .....finally. I feel good and a sense of resolve but I know things will get harder. Its a part of your brain with a deep reward system in place and its going to try to fight for its survival.

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