SirCynicalMess

Jeeeeeezus, I could actually pen a biography. Here are the important snippets:

--Grew up in an emotionally and physically abusive Mormon household. Sexual shaming to the max.

--Was rather quiet and unconfident at school, but for some reason the bad kids were cool to me. I tagged along with them and developed a nasty opiate addiction. I have been clean from hard drugs for 5 years and believe I will always be an addict.

-- Was a late bloomer and never found attractive until college. Of course by that time, and mostly because of all the female rejection I faced in high school, I had developed a porn habit. I went on dozens of dates but only succeeded at penetrative sex a few times. This made me feel like shit.

-- Was in a relationship for a year and a half that ended in April. It has been my longest relationship thus far. We were terrible for each other and to each other and all of the steps I've taken since then have been in efforts to improve myself.

SO ITS TIME TO SLAY THE PORN DEMON

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