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You say you are scared? You (and we all) should be. This is serious stuff. On par with gambling addiction or heroin. With that said, this mess is...
I had similar a couple of times. I was so afraid to "lose myself" into the addiction. I remember I wrote a reminder in my smartphone calendar, in...
I had these problems too. I could get a "porn dopamine rush" even if I saw a transwoman IRL. I tried even to hook up with some on Tinder. All that...
Keep on fighting and staying away from findom and porn. I know you can make it. I was so close to jump into the findom rabbit hole. Actually that...
Your taste escalated into Femboy/Transwoman porn. That is quite common for porn addicts. After a long time of sobriety these fetishes and tastes...
Yes, its still worth to quit. Very much so. Many people report their anxeiety dissapears. They get confident like never before. Music sounds...
I agree. Paradoxically, when I "left and forgot", my various porn accounts and logins, it helped me to never enter them again. vs when I was...
Try first to aim to be sober for a month. Install porn blockers and take take up physical exercise + a hobby like painting, music instrument etc....
Most probably your transh fetish is a result of escalation into trans porn. Same thing happened to me. First I thought that I was "hidden" gay....
Your story reminds a bit of mine, I am around your age. It is a good sign that you "would like so much to be a better myself," as you say. That...
From a fapstronaut who has been rebooting for a longer time I can assure you that the femdom urges and weird fetishes will weaken by time. Same...
Just keep on fighting. At least you belong to the PMO addicts that are aware and tries to fight their addiction. There are two other kinds, and...
It took about a year at least for me to get back to normal erections. However, I relapsed several times a year, so I have a very prolonged reboot....
I can tell how it fucked up my youth: 1. Due to porn, I got anxciety level I shouldnt have, and it affected my career negatively + ability to...
I have recovered completely from: First: Transgender porn, sissy and femboy. Then: Femdom and bdsm in general. For me it took a couple of years....