jorgeder98
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jorgeder98

Fapstronaut, Male, 22

I've just passed a really bad week I felt so suicidal , right now I decided to take a new approach I'll implement meditation in my life Apr 15, 2016

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    1. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I've just passed a really bad week I felt so suicidal , right now I decided to take a new approach I'll implement meditation in my life
    2. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I want to get out of bed and hang out but depression is too strong
    3. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I felt very lonely today and almost fap, but I decided to take a nap and here I'm stronger :)
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    4. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      These urges don't take a break, I've been tempted all day long, not even a hour free of these urges.
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      3. CUT
        CUT
        If you do it in the morning you get more calm into the day, if you do it before sleeping, you might sleep in better, both have their benefits, but I would still recommend 30 minutes as a whole (I got this information). The most important thing is to do it regularly. If bad stuff comes up, don't worry, it's like a cleaning process, it will go away, just keep observing.
        Feb 24, 2016
      4. jorgeder98
        jorgeder98
        Thank you man , I started yesterday and I felt very relaxed :D
        Feb 26, 2016
      5. CUT
        CUT
        Nice, I meditated today too :) Keep going
        Feb 27, 2016
    5. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      It's good to remember why you are doing this, don't let yourself forget that
      1. BushidoWarrior
        BushidoWarrior
        Exactly my friend. Know your Why's and you will be unstoppable. May you have a fantastic day and crush all your obstacles. Win!
        Jan 27, 2016
    6. TakingTheSteps
      TakingTheSteps
      I read something interesting on Twitter recently: "Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse. Suicide eliminates the possibility of it every getting better." Things really can get better, love. Don't give up on the possibility. We're all here for you.
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      3. taqwa
        taqwa
        You are welcome! Anger is rarely a useful emotion. We as humans can't balance anger with justice. We usually get angry and then overstep our boundaries. So, It is best to let it go. Be the change you want to see and that will make you very desirable to both women and men! stay strong! win!
        Jan 24, 2016
      4. TakingTheSteps
        TakingTheSteps
        ^ I agree with this guy!
        Jan 24, 2016
      5. taqwa
        taqwa
        There you go...^ proof from a very cool lady indeed!
        Jan 24, 2016
    7. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I want to turn my sadness and my loneliness into hate and contempt to people but it just doesn't work, I keep thinking about suicide
    8. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      Anxiety attacks , lonely, hopeless, blue... this kind of stuff is making me think about suicide... I hate being this way
      1. Lazarus Shuttlesworth
        Lazarus Shuttlesworth
        You may not believe it now, but the way you’re feeling will change. Stay strong bro.
        Jan 22, 2016
      2. jorgeder98
        jorgeder98
        Than you for your support !, I hope this will change, I'm thinking in Therapy as well
        Jan 23, 2016
    9. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I've been having a wild anxiety attacks and I'm having trouble to spell right in my own language...
      1. coconutplums
        coconutplums
        Hey,

        I'm here if you want to talk. I have resources that can help you.
        Jan 11, 2016
      2. Nightcrawler15
        Nightcrawler15
        deep breathe. in for a count of 5. hold for 2. out for 7. hold for 2. repeat.
        Jan 11, 2016
      3. jorgeder98
        jorgeder98
        Thank you guys for the support, I really appreciated :3, right know feeling better :3, but I must say that was the wildest anxiety attack, I almost got crazy
        Jan 12, 2016
    10. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I beat my longest streak, now 5 days without fap :3, I even wanted to masturbate to celebrate , but I won't.
      1. BushidoWarrior
        BushidoWarrior
        That's the spirit comrade. I take my hat off to you. Here's to another successful day today. CARPE DIEM!
        Jan 9, 2016
      2. Rishabh king
        Rishabh king
        The secret of life though is to fall seven times and stand up eight time go on buddy. MOVE ON
        Jan 10, 2016
    11. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I almost ended up watching porn, but I at least just masturbated to my imagination
    12. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      Working hard to become the best version of myself!
    13. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      This time I made it to the 3th day without watching porn, this time I just masturbated without porn but still it is failure.
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      2. JTT
        JTT
        We all slip up bro just get back up & try again !
        Nov 27, 2015
      3. jorgeder98
        jorgeder98
        Thank you I'm feeling better and I'm starting again :3
        Nov 29, 2015
    14. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I watched porn again after 4 days :( , I 'm going to break free of this my new goal is to achieve 5 days
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      2. TheBeachvillain
        TheBeachvillain
        One day at a time my friend
        Nov 22, 2015
    15. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I've made it 3 days without fapping! I'm very happy for this achievment and I'm going to work hard to become the man always wanted to be
    16. Indignation
      Indignation
      Hey man if you want some additional help this program accepts anyone 20 or under for FREE! It's been extremely helpful for me so far. https://fortifyprogram.org/ Highly recommend.
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      2. jorgeder98
        jorgeder98
        Than you man great resource !, i'm 18 so it's free :3 I'm very happy to receive more helpful websites like this you gave me here. Take care
        Nov 7, 2015
      3. Indignation
        Indignation
        Awesome, Glad to help!
        Nov 7, 2015
    17. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      I've made it two days without fapping ! I'm very happy , my key at this moment is to keep myself bussy to go out with friends whenever I can
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    18. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      It's definitely hurting myself, everyday my taste becomes more deviant, I'm going 3 days to place without internet
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      2. Kyoheix
        Kyoheix
        Stay strong mate!, surround yourself with people, even if you don't interact with them. Go out, sit on a park, read a book. Don't let yourself be alone.
        Nov 1, 2015
      3. jorgeder98
        jorgeder98
        Thank you Kyoheix , I want to take 3 days without internet and see what happens with my porn addiction, anyway I have to leave this addiction because I want to become a better human
        Nov 1, 2015
      4. Indignation
        Indignation
        That's a awesome goal Jorge, One that you and I share. Become the best version of yourself! Porn has no place when you have this mindset.
        Nov 7, 2015
    19. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      It's been a day without fapping I'm very proud :)
    20. jorgeder98
      jorgeder98
      Ready to join this october challenge
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