Jocko2019
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Jocko2019

Fapstronaut, Male, 19, from United States

I'm back! Ready to finish strong. Mar 16, 2019 at 3:55 PM

    1. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
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    2. Jocko2019
      Jocko2019
      I'm back! Ready to finish strong.
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        Jaaackkkk!!!! *runs up to you and hugs you as tightly as I can* You're back. I hope you turn on your thing to let us know that you're online. Message me, dude! We've got so much to do!
        Mar 16, 2019 at 3:59 PM
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    3. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Cheer up if you think I'm going to be cross for you being away for so long. I'd never get mad at you, Jack, since I care and appreciate you too much- though I do hope that you don't get mad at me for posting so many positive messages on your profile. I did say that I would post positive messages every single day until you returned! :D
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        Today's probably going to be the last day I post positive messages since it's not only the weekend and hoping that you're coming back today (watch it end up being tomorrow) but I don't want to end up repeating myself, which I think isn't a problem for you, but still- best to be safe than sorry.
        Mar 16, 2019 at 12:39 PM
    4. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Fridays always start the weekend for me, and so I'm ready for you to be back at a moment's notice! I'm proud of you surviving being away, and doing well since you're the bravest, kindest, most genuine person that I've gotten to know on here and I consider it an honor to be your AP, friend, and closest confidant.
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I've got stories to tell about things that made me think of you and how it made me reflect on your past and of how proud I am for you changing your life. You coming back this weekend is going to make my stress vanish since you're my guide on this journey and I'm yours. c:
        Mar 15, 2019 at 10:14 AM
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    5. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Believe me when I say that my heart's ecstatic for your return. As you can tell by the different times I've been posting my positive messages, I've been having a hectic week. I'm going to give you such an awesome welcome back that you won't forget it! :D
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I have a whole list of things already prepared. You'll feel as though you had never been away no longer than a day or two. You'll be back into the groove of this amazing forum, community, and AP-ship in no time!
        Mar 14, 2019 at 9:06 PM
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    6. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      When you get back, we should have some conversations to catch up alongside some confessions I need to tell you since I've been doing a lot of reflecting ever since you briefly left us man, and I think our AP-ship's about to turn a new leaf, hopefully in a good way.
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I'm excited to see you back, Jack, since I've missed you and I know that you've been making good progress that you'll fill me in on and that you're now stronger than ever before. c:
        Mar 13, 2019 at 5:29 PM
    7. Jocko2019
      Jocko2019
      I'll be back this weekend. I'm doing well.
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        YES!!!! Your AP will be happy to have you back man! This just made my day!!! :D
        Mar 13, 2019 at 9:21 AM
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        Whoops, forgot to add this, but you'll have to catch me up on all that's happened. I hope that you enjoy everything I've done for you, Jacky.
        Mar 13, 2019 at 9:25 AM
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    8. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Oh, I hope that your reboot is still going strong, Jack. You got this man! You've made it to 60 days, two months, without PMO! That's worth celebrating! :D
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        We'll have to celebrate in style when you come back- the whole nine yards. I'm so proud of where you're at right now and for the progress to come.
        Mar 12, 2019
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      3. IGY
        IGY
        I have just spotted your two month milestone also mate. I echo what your AP says! :)
        Mar 13, 2019 at 3:39 AM
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    9. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Hey man, I hope that myself or anyone else made you leave for longer than your original 7 days. If I did anything then I apologize for any actions I might've done. I hope that everything's okay and that you come back soon since we all miss you on here!
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        Also, I hope you've not fallen down a rabbit hole since I'm here to help you get unstuck and back on your feet. I despaired at the thought that you had abandoned us, but I know that's not true. I know deep in my heart that you're coming back at any time now. c:
        Mar 11, 2019
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    10. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Do not despair, my dearest friend, when you come back and don't see a conversation reply from me. That's because I'm waiting for your triumphant return to be signaled by you messaging me. c:
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        When I do see and know that you've come back stronger than ever before, which I'm keeping my little eyeballs on the lookout for, you bet that we're going to celebrate! I would bring a champagne bottle, but someone took that from me so we'll have to substitute it with some awesome sauce, lol.
        Mar 10, 2019
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    11. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Perhaps I was a day off in my estimates, but either way, I hope that you always maintain a sense of hope and pride since I remember hearing a song once say that "Hope has a place in the lover's heart" and that when hope is in your heart, the heart is free.
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        You're probably going to be like, "Holy crap. You've kept your end of the bargain, dude, but why so many messages?" There's so many since I want you to have as much positivity and support from me as you can. c:
        Mar 9, 2019
        Sammyforthewin and spaces like this.
    12. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      So today's the day! I have a feeling that today is going to be the beginning of a brand new adventure for you. You're one of the most amazing and bravest people I know. We need more people like you in the world around us today.
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I'm going to keep my little eyeballs out for your return, which I hope is today- but if it ends up being tomorrow, I'm okay with that since we might have a different perception as to when the seven days will end. Either way, I'm ecstatic to have you back on here! Your AP, friend, confidant, and so much more is ready to be by your side once again. c:
        Mar 8, 2019
    13. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      My heart rejoices at the fact that you'll be back soon (hopefully tomorrow). I am proud of you for being strong during this time since I know that you're stronger now as a result of this. I'm proud of everything you've done, Jacky, and of everything that you'll do. c:
      1. Sammyforthewin and spaces like this.
      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I hope you have gained new strength, confidence, acceptance, and love by this since you're a great person and everything about you is just great all around. I'll be ready for your triumphant return and you bet that we'll be celebrating that together! :D
        Mar 7, 2019
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    14. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      I hope that the days have been fulfilling, promising, and hopeful for you. You have a bright and loving future ahead. Embrace it and you'll become the person you always wanted to be. c:
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I hope that time has been good to you. Time has been a bit slow for me, but sometimes, having a slow time is the best time since it allows the body and soul to reflect and understand more about themselves.
        Mar 6, 2019
    15. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Today's message is actually a quote I found last night that I thought would be great for you guys to use on your chalkboard:

      "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." - Aristotle
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I don't know if you thought I was joking when I said that I would leave positive messages for you every day until you returned, but I haven't let up yet! I hope all of these messages (and the ones to come) gives you the biggest smile on your face! :D
        Mar 5, 2019
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    16. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Always remind yourself that you are a beautiful person both on the outside and inside and to not let your mistakes define you, but to use them as stepping stones toward the new life you're wanting to have for yourself.
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      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        Not seeing your online status and recent activity being visible made the voices inside my head plant seeds of doubt about your return, but I stomped those voices out since you taught me not to let them control me. We BOTH are getting better with each passing day. :D
        Mar 4, 2019
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    17. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Jacky, remember that happiness is a butterfly and that you should catch it before it escapes into the moonlight. c:
      1. Sammyforthewin and spaces like this.
      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        I have a sense of hope that if you remain strong, Tavon might let you come back early, but I'm not going to think too far ahead. I'll eagerly be waiting for your return at any time.
        Mar 3, 2019
        Sammyforthewin and spaces like this.
    18. aspiringwriter1997
      aspiringwriter1997
      Remember Jack, think to yourself "I'm going to have a good day today." I know it might be hard since you feel bad for having to be away, but I want you to be strong for me, my dearest friend.
      1. Sammyforthewin and spaces like this.
      2. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        And I also wrote a poem just for you that I will share when you return! :D
        Mar 2, 2019
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    19. Jocko2019
      Jocko2019
      See Everyone Back Here In 7 Days
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        :c

        I promise to write hopeful, positive messages on your profile every single day until you come back.
        Mar 1, 2019
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    20. Jocko2019
      Jocko2019
      Flatline is over. Almost had a wet dream.
      1. aspiringwriter1997
        aspiringwriter1997
        Hope you'll be able to talk about it since I'll offer any advice and support that I can for you, Jack.
        Mar 1, 2019
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Jan 1, 2000 (Age: 19)
    Location:
    United States
    Occupation:
    Student, Houseboy/Live-In Boyfriend (Fiance)
    My Journals
    Phase 1: Between Toes Sand: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/between-toes-sand.212372/#post-1874648


    Phase 2: Bloody Fucking Rage: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/bloody-fucking-rage.215300/#post-1902351

    Hello Everyone. I am new here and just now learning about this NoFap thing. I am here at the encouragement of my cousin and because he knows everything about me, he knew this was something he thought could help me. Also, my boyfriend and I will be going through this journey together. We have decided to abstain from sex and complete a reboot. We have also decided to abstain from masturbation and orgasm in general. We are also going to be sleeping separately during the reboot to help avoid temptation.
    The reason I am learning about nofap is because I am obsessed with pornography. Everything about it. I watch upwards of 4 hours of porn a day. I've even been in porn. I've made and sold porn. I've written erotica. On and on. It has consumed me and is having effects on me physically, mentally, emotionally, socially, and in every way possible.
    So, in this I introduce myself and make myself vulnerable and in return I hope to learn and grow and better myself. Thanks, Jack

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    PHASE 2 JOURNAL: Bloody Fucking Rage: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/bloody-fucking-rage.215300/#post-1902351

    The devil whispered in my ear "You're not strong enough to withstand the storm."
    Today I whispered in the devil's ear "I am the storm."
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