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Fapstronaut, Male, from London
Is Thor from Avengers End Game your brother?
Yes I am Big Lebowskiodinson, lord protector of Nofap, Son of Asgaard, Porn addict, the first of his name.
So before Hela was Big Lebowskiodinson marvel should bring this character in MCU.
Another update. Seems as if I'm not plagued with rhinitis anymore at night. I had it chronically for a long time. I think this nightmare
Will be over in a few months time
I think I'm starting to get a bit of libido. The only downside is its keeping me up at night. My God I want to shag 10 different woman.
Never had consistent libido but I think its starting to switch back on. I lay their thinking in bed about girls i know and bam a little semi out of nowhere. I didn't realise how powerful libido is it seemed like it overwhelmed me a few times that night.
Also cannot believe how bad kindling PMO made me. Feel much more functional recently, 18 months in, wow. Still feel there’s more to come..
Beautiful streak friend WOW. You are a super Human. ;)
Thank you my friend. It is possible for anyone to do this if I can do this. Just one day at a time!
we got this bro
pmo is buried in the past
Memory recall is getting slightly better. Feel as if I can sing a song now without stumbling over lyrics.
Hey Big L. How are you doing these days? Are symptoms still improving for you?
Hi mate. Yea still improving just lingering ones now like eyelid twitches and minor twitches now and then. Anxiety has got better, sleep is getting better. Mentally I am getting better although after a whirlwind of many years so naturally my brain is taking a long time to recalibrate! The only thing that is holding me back now is the arousal aspect of this all and the subsequent weak erections.
I objectively can see beautiful women and want to sleep with them but there is no arousal after wiring my brain for years with porn. Also I can get erections and do frequently get morning wood now but again they’re semis at best and the glans doesn’t seem to fill. But I have had one or two rock hard boners on this process so I know somethings up.
Thats great to hear buddy. Good to hear your mind is still clearing up as it gives me hope. A little progress is all we need to keep moving forward :)
Starting to get some solid 7-8 hours sleep now, big news for someone whose had sleep issues on and off for years!
Lingering minor anxiety, minor head tension, no libido and weak erections and some flashes of light in vision now and again. And good man, glad to hear!
Im glad to hear your symptoms are minor now! The goal is near im sure.
shit man.. Only now am I starting to sleep more than 7 hourse (and feeling the sensation) on a regular basis, I've also spent those years having bad sleep as a symptom of PMO and later the flatline
Just over 17 months free from pornography now. Fucking awesome, I think once this anxiety wears off my libido make an appearance!
Thanks bro. We all make it in the end. Always must be vigilant but life on the other side is a million times better than being a zombie from PMO!
Preach it! Yesterday I attended an accountability meeting (SAA) for the first time in a few months, and there was a guy there that said I seem like a totally different guy. He was like, "you used to be so quiet and now you're smiling, you're confident, and you're animated." It was really encouraging to me, especially coming from an outsider. I feel like I'm able to experience life finally, I used to blinded by PMO.
Any luck on depletion of brain fog?
Going to take a break for a long while guys go and live a little. Stay well and keep moving forward, don’t waste anymore time on porn!
I must say Dry January has definitely helped me through porn withdrawals. Feel even more clearer and much better sleep! Alcohol is no joke!
Hey buddy I’ve seen some of your comments on kindling and how you had the fastest improvements on your first streak. I’m very intrigued as I’m a long term rebooter myself. Have you made any attempts at rewiring?
Hope everyone’s had a lovely Christmas/holidays. Feel a lot better. Slow improvements gradually. Next year will be exciting I feel!
Damn man. You really have patience, I'll give you that. #Respect
Anhedonia beginning to slightly lift. These changes are ever so subtle, some days I don’t even notice. It’s such a weird process withdrawal.
Hey - glad you are doing well.
Thanks mate. It’s a very slow battle but I’m coming round from it, finally starting to feel a little bit more functional. Still feel like I have a long way to go. Interesting times lie ahead..
A porn wet dream literally an hour ago. Amazing how this primitive mind try’s to trick you. And how the roots sow deep with this habit.
Still in a continuous flatline, no libido whatsoever and hardly any erections. Head still clear and memory improving. Only way is forward.
That's intense. I feel like I might be one of those bad cases as well. Been PMOing for a decade.
And you are at over 400 days now?!
Steady goes it. Try He Shou Wu. PM for more info.
I got to to say my head is so much clearer now it’s unbeleivable. From racing thoughts for a few years to a blissfully clear mind is amazing
Woke up for the first time in years with a rock hard erection guys. These weak erections are reversing!!
Your persistence and stoicism will pay off
I’m so happy to hear this for you!
Can’t fucking wait till this insomnia just goes, its mental torture...
Obviously you’re not a golfer.