Barej

That's the way @Barej. Never give up; never surrender. Carpe diem!

Please report your symptoms. Thanks !

I'm not certain what you mean by symptoms. If you mean how I feel after relapsing, then I have been experiencing the following: a vague feeling of emptiness in my head, a general feeling of malaise and my body, more internal preoccupation, feeling more disconnected from others.

Oh that's temporary, should be the period when the brain re-wires itself. All you have to do is endure now.