AshesRemain
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AshesRemain

Fapstronaut, Male, 24, from Alabama

today is day one! Had relapses yesterday but still feeling positive! Let's go again! Oct 7, 2018

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    1. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      I pleade the 5th. Today was a binge. Let’s restart the fight tomorrow.
    2. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Well that’s kinda relieving, my overall anxiety level is lower than it was yesterday...
    3. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Day 1 today. Been a ROUGH chaser. I can tell this habit is causing some serious anxiety. At this point I’d love to just make it 4 days.
      1. vibemaker
        vibemaker
        You can do it! Do it like Locke
        Feb 21, 2018
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    4. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Relapse on day 3. Came home from work early. Knew the whole way home I was gonna fail lol. Sad but we gotta move on!
      1. tiredofbeingtired
        tiredofbeingtired
        I know that feeling but its just another trick this addiction uses to get you to give in. It wasn't certain until you did. Get right back to it man, you've got this!
        Feb 20, 2018
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    5. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Day 2. Temptation was pretty small, spent all day at work, the real test I dread is being in bed alone. Must. Fight. Temptation.
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      2. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        I think just the fact that I’m alone. Being single is one of the hardest things I’ve dealt with in this addiction. I don’t like being single, but at the same time I feel like no gal wants a porn addict, soooo that leads to wanting to feel wanted and then.... pmo.
        Feb 15, 2018
      3. K423
        K423
        I hear ya. Can't say I'm a fan either tbh! Yeah the feeling of being unwanted is awful. I'm finally starting to see it for the lie that it is. And I've recently been wondering if it's been some kind of spiritual attack to suppress me or a defense mechanism to protect myself or others from emotional pain
        Feb 15, 2018
      4. K423
        K423
        I've found motivation in the past from the "rebooting in a relationship" section. Reading what some wives and girlfriends here have gone through because of their partner's addiction... It's something I never want to put a person that I care for so deeply through so it makes me want to address my issues first. I know it's hard, but it'll be best in the long run
        Feb 15, 2018
    6. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Day 1 fellas (and ladies). Today was tough during the day but after a workout I feel awesome. And yes I’ve been lurking quite a bit lol.
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      2. vxlccm
        vxlccm
        Glad to see you back in action! I've lurked and liked w/o posting for lots of stretches. Use NoFap in whatever way helps! Congrats on Day 1 because it's a good day to fight, today :)
        Feb 14, 2018
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    7. K423
      K423
      Hey man, haven't seen you post in a while. Hope everything is going well!
      1. vxlccm
        vxlccm
        He's been lurking :) ..hope you've been able to break the binge, @Buckar15 -- you can do this!
        Feb 10, 2018
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      2. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        @K423 I have been staying away cuz I slid back preeeeetty far. But staying away didn’t help. And @vxlccm caught me I’ve been lurking for motivation to try and fight. It’s time to quit putting my sole focus on numbers and focus on forward progress!
        Feb 13, 2018
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      3. K423
        K423
        It's great to have you back! Sometimes it takes a slide back to realise our true situation. It took me quite a few relapses to start to regard myself as being addicted. It doesn't mean we'll be stuck forever, just that the situation should be taken seriously. Let your past motivate you to a bright future!
        Feb 14, 2018
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    8. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      This is the 4th relapse in a row this week today. Man I backslid.
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      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Sorry to hear it. It's a simple program - it's not easy. For me, I need to get out of myself and help others. I know what works for me - in terms of helping others. But, your path will be different. But, find someone you can write to on here. Post in your journal or read some good journals and comment. That works for me.
        Jan 21, 2018
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    9. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Relapse again. Chaser effect how I haven’t missed you
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      2. StraightEdge3616
        StraightEdge3616
        Get back up man, you can do this. Just keep trying.
        Jan 19, 2018
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      3. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        Thanks man. Just when you fall down the slippery slope it’s hard to get traction
        Jan 19, 2018
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    10. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      I think I failed last night because that was the first REAL urge that I felt. Whereas all the other times I was just distracted
      1. StraightEdge3616
        StraightEdge3616
        Just because it was an urge doesn't mean you failed?
        Jan 19, 2018
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      2. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        No by all means I failed. But that was the strongest urge I’ve felt so far. These past twelve days have been easy until late last night when I was wide awake with nothing to distract me.
        Jan 19, 2018
      3. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        I think I misunderstood your question. I had an urge and relapsed. Sorry I didn’t word the original post correctly .
        Jan 19, 2018
    11. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Well guys .... I relapsed. Stupidly too. Dammit.
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Don't beat your self up man... you know your worth or you wouldn't be on this site.. I guarantee your next time around you will not let the same pitfall trip u up...
        Jan 19, 2018
    12. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Day 12. Did yoga for the first time today, man that stuff is not as easy as it looks. Let’s hope the lord blesses me with some balance!!!
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    13. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      It’s day 11 folks! (Lol at 11:11 I should make a wish) Glory to God I can’t believe I’m actually succeeding in this. And I feel GREAT!!!
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    14. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Well @K423 , I have completed your 10 day challenge! “Are you not entertained?” Lol gladiator was a great movie! Let’s keep the ball rollin!
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      2. K423
        K423
        Man that's so awesome!! Welcome to the double digit club ;) I was just watching that movie this past weekend- and I definitely am entertained! Weekend will be here soon, let's go for a nice round 2 weeks on Saturday!
        Jan 17, 2018
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      3. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        Sounds fun, I will!
        Jan 17, 2018
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    15. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Day 10 tonight peoples! And I just started p90x3! Yay fitness! But seeing all them fit girls has me tempted, pray I stay strong!
      1. StraightEdge3616
        StraightEdge3616
        Good job man, keep up the great work! Regarding those fit girls, can't help you because I also have that problem at the gym, lol.
        Jan 16, 2018
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      2. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        It’s like they put those girls in to grab your attention or something to help sell the dvd! Who am I kidding I know that’s why they do that!
        Jan 16, 2018
    16. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Hard day at work and irritation at home hey but I am on day 9!!! Can I get an amen! Let’s roll into the double digits!
    17. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      8 days. Has it been that long??? Of course it has!!!! Through the fire and flames I fight! Another step towards victory! God bless!
    18. Robbiebob
      Robbiebob
      Hi there fella in the US... Wishing you all the very best in your quest... Keep fighting the good fight my friend... Rob
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      2. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        I will my Fellow fapstronaut!!! Good luck in yours as well in Australia!!!
        Jan 14, 2018
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    19. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      In 2 hours it will have been an entire week of NoFap. God above! I can’t believe I’ve made it this far! Thank y’all for the support !
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      3. K423
        K423
        I can't wait to see you hit a week, then 10 days and beyond!
        Jan 13, 2018
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      4. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        I will try not to disappoint!
        Jan 13, 2018
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      5. K423
        K423
        I believe in you!
        Jan 14, 2018
    20. AshesRemain
      AshesRemain
      Day 6! Almost a week down. Best streak I’ve had for the past 5 months!
      1. StraightEdge3616
        StraightEdge3616
        Don't tell you or Locke what you can't do!
        Jan 12, 2018
      2. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        “I’m supposed to do this dammit! This is destiny! Don’t tell me what I can’t do!” John Locke paraphrased.
        Jan 13, 2018
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    Oct 30, 1994 (Age: 24)
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