Khufu

but if the majority of what you keep in your hearts is pollutants than thats what the forces out there well grant you, so cleanse your heart with no pmo,

side note: you need to get out an live life to acquire.

the influx of info streaming at us is extrordinary, so our brain possibly shuts off ,its exhausted it cant take no more, so when we sit down n try learn inportant subjects our brain becomes stuborn ..its a theory

There's also what we become conditioned to filter out and focus on. Perhaps the most insidious is believing what recovery involves and then nothing that doesn't fit that template is considered while there's confirmation bias for the familiar view, when more effective ways are actually available just not seen.

so we can recondition ourselves to filter out what we want then

she was ripped off,the sad part is it was a friend who pasted afew coouple years ago,part of the double sad,he wasnt in the dream, it was years ago but atleast he left me a gift

that gift is,his family still welcome me in with loving arms and still call me family,

i've only ever eatten chinese cuisine.ive nvr actually prepared or cooked it, but i know what it's suppose to look like and taste like ,is that enough

i bought a nintendo switch last week ive been playing that before i went to bed lately, fifa and hyrule warriors, hyrule warriors so cute i like it

they tell me about how her bf ignores her alot an doesnt want to do anything just sit around on his phone, i dont her he has addiction with that ,try get him off his phone for the week

I relapse at nights. I am more and prone to being alone.

i use to struggle hard with that, but doesnt seem to be a issue these days as im prone to beinging alone, i made it a habit to only go in my room when im completely exhausted an i fall alseep right awhile,

lol the newer generations be like "oh you mean like those time machines in dr who an bill n teds face the music

i know practically everyone around me has a phone but i feel awkward an nervous asking to make a call from their phone, cell is different then landline its too personal, i smell thier cheeto breath on it lol

Kek

im pretty sure thats how its going out there, someone stuggling by relapsing all week then break up with partner on monday because ,they think they lost interest which isnt the case, lets pray for those people, nofap community

my photographic memory getting stronger , cause now i relapse to girl ive glimpsed at in public,like for few minutes,atleast it isnt that crazy wild p videos

when i cut it i didnt take into consideration that nfl season starts, thats fine i can watch pre recorded next day, i was never a nfl fan in my pmo addiction days,it looked boring as hell at the time,but now i like it

Funny though. But true.

how is this going? going out to buy a soda is sometimes helpful for me. and sometimes that's the only person I'll see all day :(

same here vxlccm,just simple chats with people at cash resgister is the high light of my day most days.Im a bitof a writer so i find myself having conversations with my self, laughing with myself, i feel it stregnthens my dialog writing skills

i watch a lot of dvds,my library loans decent titles for free, i have netflix &i download from there too, but i mostly read& write

they recognize an submit to the sith apprentices when in the presence of one

Interesting . . . same thing happened to me a couple of weeks ago.

ive notice alot what goes on around me , when im on a good streak vs when im stuggling with a relapse binge,

my sith apprenticeship is underway

i guess i was flat line thats why i couldnt sleep,i basically layed there till 2am,i woke up this morning for class after 7am miraculously

so i read a lil,tried going to sleep,studied some chess moves,then try again, played some chess,try sleep again,blah

i still did not "O" so i have that little bit of decency left

nofap community is a must ,beause iron sharpens iron