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- Australia
All,
I have been addicted to porn, and to erotic massage for many years now. it started as a regular massage therapy interest, but once I got an erotic massage, and since then I have been progressively getting worse.
I have linked it to an online porn fetish of massage related porn and also porn in general, and the two have been feeding each other, escalating what I am fantasizing about progressively to the point I am not able to easily get an orgasm unless I am masturbating.
I am married, and have a beautiful, intelligent and loving wife. I have previously been caught and fessed up to the dependence, and tried to stop unsuccessfully.
I am still indulging this dependence despite having spoken to a psychiatrist, tried hypnotherapy and also confessing to a friend and trying to get her to be a buddy. I ended up lying to her...
I want my life back, and am in desperate need for help! I am otherwise extremely high in self control but for some reason, this dependence has a grip on me that I have previusly been unable to shake.
Well... no more. I willt ake this challenge! And I will rise above my weakness, and shall reclaim my life - with the help of all of you!
In advance... Thank you!Interact