Post published by rossta71

So today has been a little tough, working from home gives you many opportunities to fap but I have been good. I feel a little down and I hope that will change. I really want these urges to stop. my addiction has warped my brain into wanting a cuckold relationship which has even gone as far as me meeting up with others to introduce to my wife. Luckily this has never happened but still I know this would tear me up if it really did happen . The fantasy is one thing but reality is another.
I have talked about a femdom relationship and my wife wants nothing to do with it . I think it drives a bigger wedge into our relationship because of this. I hope that a reboot will rewire my thoughts and desires because I know that the fantasy drives me but reality is a completely different story. Can anyone relate?? good luck my fellow Fapstronauts!!!