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Post published by Changeispossible1dayatatime
Good evening, I hope your all well. This evening I am really struggling. I have a strong desire to look at pornography. I need to change. I need to amend my will to that of Gods and I need the willingness to do so. One day this desire will be weaker than what it is now. One day it could be stronger. All I know is that just for today I do not have to act out on this desire. I feel like my mind is out of control, going back and forth weather or not I should do so and then flash backs from this I have previously looked at come in to my mind and I become over whelmed. Handing over this sin is the next stage of my conversion and discipleship. However it is proving very hard. The realisation the desire comes from my own heart comforting, for if the amend my desire no temptation can change me. I hope this makes sense. God bless
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DriverPaul
Hey Changeispossible, hang in there. You writing about it is a huge BLOW TO THE DEVIL.
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Tao Jones
When we are accustomed to feeding ourselves on one sort of food, even if that food is poison, it is difficult to switch to another, even if it is much better for us. But change we must, or we will end in ruin. I was not willing to make the change until I learned to trust God completely, acknowledging his way was right and mine was not, that his view of me was more accurate than my own. When I gave up and laid it all down before Christ, that is when change began. How are you accessing P? How can you cut off that access permanently?
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