Post published by Mystery Man

I am sorry to report that I broke my 8 day streak just now. I am feeling pretty disappointed with myself for letting God and everyone done especially the men that have been investing in so much time with me.

I came in this challenge 8 days ago not being able to get close to a week of not doing pmo in my 18 years of bondage. I tried everything but nothing seemed to work. Yesterday I made day 7 and I got so proud of myself which could of Lead to my falling. This morning I woke up from having many disturbed sexual dreams of woman from my past. All I could think about was the porno tapes that were running through my head. When it got to tonight, my wife went to work her night shift. This is where I relapsed...

I just want to finish by saying please don't give up on me. I do not want to give up on you and I'm going to do everything in my strength to stay strong, but more importantly I need God and his strength and your accountability to get me past this 8 day Mark that I have now set for myself.

All things are possible through Christ