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Post published by recoome

My college has started 2 weeks ago. its horrible. i'm in new city away from home. everything sucks here. i also started therapy yesterday.
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tweeby more_vert
tweeby
New therapist I'm guessing?
recoome more_vert
recoome
Yeah. the first one was very very busy. an appointment at 6 n my turn would come at 7.
Barry Rolfe more_vert
Barry Rolfe
OP...Thats no good. Whats wrong with it? Care to elaborate?
recoome more_vert
recoome
well i'm very very old here. everyone else is 22. max 25. i'm 28 years old with some stupid work experience. i had a chance to do college last year march but anxiety n depression failed me miserable. that was an awesome college. now i'm back to square one.
Barry Rolfe more_vert
Barry Rolfe
Man...I have been there and am going through it right now. I'm fucking 38 years old and started back to school 3 years ago. Its not easy...However use your age to your advantage. I'd imagine that you are smarter and more well rounded than a good deal of the kids that are in your program. Is that all the age difference? Nothing else?
recoome more_vert
recoome
well to be honest last year around march i had a chance to study masters in another country. the university there was 100 times better than the one i'm in right now. even the people there were around my age n the course was easier one.
recoome more_vert
recoome
But i chickened out n got paniced. i had 2 more chances to go there but got freaked out. even at this current uni i am freaking out. depression is horrifying.
Barry Rolfe more_vert
Barry Rolfe
Lose your focus on school for a moment. Do you have anything that gives you joy at all right now?
recoome more_vert
recoome
No. Nothing right now. Apart from some videos on youtube. else it's all lifeless n purposeless.
Barry Rolfe more_vert
Barry Rolfe
Let me put this to you in the nicest possible way...Get the hell off of the computer...It doesn't sound like it is helping you out. Go out into the real world and disconnect as much as you can. Even if for just a little while.
recoome more_vert
recoome
i dont know what to reply.