Post published by JerrytheBerry

Hello everyone i got this problem since years. When i came really close to Jesus problem was solved, found my wife, i was just free. Now few years later problem came back to me. For now im not telling this my wife cause every pain i would give her just killes me and makes me hating myself even more. She loves me so, so much and i can't stand what im doing. When i try to withstand this thirst, then usually it takes a few days, meanwhile i cannot focus myself on anything, im starting to be lethargic, nervous just can't find peace. We are loving each other with no doubt but everytime i say i love you, im just crying inside of me. Moreover we expect a baby. I'm too afraid to share this with my pastor or actually anyone. Please if anyone of you could give me some advices and just mention Jerry from Forum in your prayer i will be very thankful. Besides im starting to pray also for you guys, and thank you for reading this.