THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

Check in. I am addicted to eating watermelon, but I don't mind.

 

daily check in..
the battle continue but the winning is near.. So I won't give up

I deactivated them bc I wasn't using them as I should but as another trigger for me.. I plan to improve e then come back stronger and use them the right way this time

 

check in day 5, get me a contestant

 

Inspiring that you see the good in the bad, be proud of yourself! Not many are able to do that brother

 

Check in day 29. Had to uninstall pinterest off my phone even though I only used it for cool backgrounds

 

I know thats not what you want to hear, but..
rmReal friends can sometimes suck sometimes because they might leave you for fame, only hang out with you because you benefit them, YADA YADA but only friends are even worse (normally). It is so much easier to say good bye and never talk to that person again.
I know that probably sounds stupid for you but try to make really friends, maby in your class?

 

*online friends

 

Checking in. Kids going crazy and me as well. Slept in therefore no time for myself today yet. Can't wait to get back to work.. it may sound funny but I have my lunch break only for myself there and it is so relieving. OK everyone enjoy your day!

 

I'm in! I want an immortal freedom!!

 

Soldier, reporting. Urges were strong this morning but fought them, alhamdulillah.

 

@Saiyan123

Hi Sir,

If you got a fighter for me, pla reply.

Beat regards,

jonny

 

@bluedragon9 Am mostly fine, except that I am feeling miserable today. Just went through a dangerous day full of dangerous urges, so am both proud and miserable at the same time.

 

thanks, but at this point I don't feel like making any new friends.

 

You are doing great, and I was offline, I forgot to congratulate on your last win

 

I haven't been in such a situation, as I don't have any close friends ( girls ) like that to talk to, but, I do have tons of my friends ( really close male friends ) whom I share many stuff with. Maybe, just don't talk so much, because she doesn't seem as interested as she was. Maybe, after a while, she would come back to you. Anyways, I don't have any idea, and I am helpless. I am always open to talk to you, anytime brother. Basically, I am someone, who is reserved, and talks only to people who are really close to me. So, don't think anything, you know about me. You can count me, and you can talk to me, whenever you feel like having to. I would mostly be active from tomorrow, here. Don't get too depressed brother. We are all here for you, and I pray that this condition just gets better. I hope that this problem gets solved, and you get back to being happy again.

 

Day 2 morning check-in. Hope to do well today.

 

@bluedragon9 I think you should quit all this long distance relationship cold turkey. Is it mainly chatting? This keeps you both emotionally unavailable and creates illusion of connection. I have fearful anxious attachment style and I know it is suitable for us and gives us a sense of security. But it also keeps us closed and reluctant to open up. What about your past relationships? Is there any pattern?

 

Check in monday

 

checking in
had quite big urges around 2 (my usual time but didn't act on it at all. If you really stop fantasizing the urge will go after 10 minutes)
But I procrastinated quite a bit

 

60 today, lotta urges, thought I’d pmo, but realised what a mistake I would be making. Glad to hear you’re doing great too!
Peace!